Hello again loves this is the suicidal part so this is a warning if you are sensitive to this type of shit then pls skip ty.
Once ash got home from Alola ash went straight to his room, not caring if his mother was home.(btw there is some mommy issues for the rest of every part bc I have mommy and daddy issues sorry)
1 hr later
Ash decided not to unpack and go look for his mother around the house. She wasn't the kitchen, she wasn't in the living room, she wasn't in her room, and she wasn't outside. But then the recording machine beeped and immediately ash ran straight to it. It said "hello my dear son Ash I have went to go meet your father. I'll be gone for a month. If you need anything just go to professor oak! Also once you get home professor oak told me to tell you he wanted you to see the Pokemon that you have caught before you went to alola! Oh and for Pikachu I made him his own room it's not really a big room it's just a small room but it should have some stuff that he likes! Anyway that's all honey I'll see you in a month!" BEEP Tears started dropping from ashes face right onto the table which the recording machine was on. He decided to wipe off his tears and head to professor oaks and see all his Pokemon and see if his friends were there.
30 mins later
Ash finally arrived at professor oak's lab. Once when he opened the door professor oak had turned his head to see who was there. His eyes were opened wide and he was in shock to see that ash Satoshi had come back to pallet Town. "Why hello there Ash it's been a while hasn't, it are you here for something!" the poetic professor exclaimed "actually yeah I was thinking I could see my Pokemon oh and I would also like to know if Misty and Brock were here!" Ash said fake smiling while speaking to the professor (imma just say that he's a professor and all because I'm lazy) "Oh ofc you can see your Pokemon and Misty and Brock said they'll be here tomorrow" "thank you professor oak!" "Honestly ash your mother said you would be coming back tomorrow so I was surprised to see you today. Oh yeah did you hear your mom's message on the answering machine your mother told me to make sure that you listen to that." " I did" "I'm sorry that your mother wasn't here on your day back from alola but she'll be back in a month!" The professor was in a odd happy mood today which made Ash question if something was wrong. "Anyway follow me I'll take you to your Pokemon! Oh yeah Ash Greninja, Butterfree, and Charizard have all came back!" The professor explained on the way to Ash's Pokemon and where professor oak had kept them. But as soon as professor oak had said that last part Ash had stopped and his eyes had widened 'did they really come back' soon ash catched up again after snapping out of his trance
2 mins later
Ash and professor oak finally made it to his Pokemon but this time ash did not charge after the Tauros and instead walked straight to the three Pokemon he had to let go of. (Everyone I'm so happy right now this is the most I've ever wrote before all the others stop at like 200 or 100-200 I'm honestly proud of myself for once!)
2 hours later
(Guys I'm sorry for all the time skips but there are going to be more most likely btw in the story it is now 10:47 p.m) "well I should get going I'll see you tomorrow professor" "okay ash"
30 mins later
Ash looks at the clock it says that it's 11:17 p.m rn in Kanto so he decided to unpack finally
1 hr time skip brought to you by 26 yr old gladions nightmares
Ash was finally done. (Pikachu has been sleeping all day cause he's sleep deprived like me) ash has been feeling lost and hurt all day now. 'they hate you for leaving' a voice that has appeared before when he left all his friends when he went to alola it appeared multiple times from where he left so many people when he decided to go somewhere else. "What are you wanting dumbass" 'im just spreading the truth' "whatever" 'it's not like I'm lying I'm sure that gladion also like someone else why do you think he left first also all your Pokemon practically hated you even lycanrock attack you you are such a bad trainer that is why none of the other pokémon that you could have catched just couldn't even close to you bc of how stupid you are and you're so childish no wonder everyone hated you they were all having so much fun when you were gone whenever you weren't there they were happy they were really cool but when you came it fucked up everything that they had to enjoy'. Ash than runs to the kitchen grabs a knife and then goes to the bathroom. Ash looks in the mirror and then it looks at his arm. He then puts down the knife and rolls up both of his sleeves after he rolled them up and then picked up the knife. 'DO IT YOU COWERED' "I'm doing it so shut up!" Ask them to the knife and push it through his wrist along his veins. 5, 10, 15, 20, 25. He put 25 cuts on both arms. For the first 10 cuts he hissed at the pain. But for the last 40 cuts she had gotten used to the pain as he had been through plenty of pain almost as painful as the cuts. Ash decided it was time to go to bed so he changed into an oversized hoodie and took off his shorts leaving him in just his underwear for the waist down so he wouldn't get overheated yet also not freezing cold.
