From One Thing to Another ||A KinnPorsche: The Series Fanfic||

Six: Grieving Between Two

"You two do realize what you've done, yes?" Korn said.

The two boys still remained silent.

"You've ruined my plans. Now Kinn and Porsche know as well. Tahnkun is already gone." 

"What?" Kim said quietly.

"Your brother's gone. I had to poison him myself. If you tell any other person about this, both of you will be dead. To Kinn and Porsche, Tahnkun is here and alive he just needs some bed rest and he still hasn't woken up." 

"You're crazy, Papa." Kim said, trying to hold back his anger.

"I'm not crazy, Kim. Tahnkun is gone because he's mentally insane. Kinn is the only one who can manage to be the heir in this business and you Kim, you were a mistake. Your mother and I didn't mean to have you and because of you she died." Korn slammed his hands on the table making Porchay jump.

"How was it my fault she died? I was six, it can't be my fault." Kim argued.

"You always distracted her. She got shot because she was worrying too much about you."

"It's my fault because she was being an actual mother to me?" Kim shot at his father.

"No it's your fault because you were a mistake." Korn shot back.

"You're a sick and crazily twisted bastard." Kim said, his emotions being held together by a thread.

"You wanna see a crazy and sick bastard?" Korn laughed as he got out of his seat and pointed his gun at Porchay.

"Please don't shoot me." Porchay pleaded in a small voice that Kim has never heard before.

"Don't shoot him please!" Kim yelled and pleaded.

"I'll let him live. Don't forget what I said. You're both dismissed." Korn said coldly.

Kim and Porchay hurridly got out of the office and went back to Porchay's bedroom.

"Porchay.." Kim started to cry.

"Kim.." Porchay said with his voice cracking.

"Chay I love you so much. I can't imagine how my life would be if you were taken out of it. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. It's my fault you almost got killed." Kim sobbed as he took Porchay into a tight embrace.

"I love you too Kim. It's not your fault. Like you said he's a crazy and sick bastard. I would never blame you for that happening. Also don't believe him when he said that you're a mistake because you'll always be special and important to me. You're a blessing that came into my life." Porchay cried as he spoke.

"Chay, Tahnkun's gone. What are we supposed to do now?" Kim sobbed quite loudly.

"I...I don't know. All we can do right now is grieve between us. We can't risk someone being killed because we tell Kinn and Hia." 

"I'm scared, Chay. I haven't been scared like this since I was a kid. What's happening to me." Kim said as he pushed his palms into his eyes.

"Kim, you have a lot of emotional and physical trauma. You held back your emotions for too long. A person can only handle so much until they break." Chay sat Kim on the bed and rubbed circles on his back.

"I don't want to have emotions like this. They just show how weak you can be." Kim kept wiping his eyes but tears kept pouring.

"No, it shows that you are still a human. Humans have feelings." 

"Chay, I can't do this. With the possible threat of you dying and now Tahnkun's gone...Why is this happening." Kim choked.

"What a minute, Kim. He said Tahnkun is gone..." Porchay  to gather his thoughts. "What if he's not dead but your father had taken him and hid him somewhere?"