Pill for a mellow heart

Poem: i wrote thinking of her

I never thought I would feel this way for someone,

I never missed someone so much,

I never knew how anyone could miss someone,

But oh my love, you taught me things I never thought I would know,

Your presence,

your warmth,

your kindness in every word,

And most importantly, you love.

I walked amidst the crowd,

and I saw many people around,

I saw some pretty faces,

That I will forget soon,

But your face,

even though imperfect,

It gives me a feeling I would never grow tired of.

They say beauty is inside,

I was scared to search within myself,

and I was afraid to let it all go,

But when I touched your hand,

Even without you saying a word,

I understood, everything you didn't say.

I am the embodiment of an unsatisfied soul,

You are the epitome of contentment,

While I unhappily observed others,

You smiled kindly witnessing good deeds,

You are perfection itself,

For my selfishness,

I wish to be you,

Just so I could see the world through your eyes,

Even if it's only for a minute,

I want to be with you.

Did you know, The first time I felt alive

Was when the moment I touched your hand,

The softness made me feel Things I just couldn't describe,

even now i can't describe them in mere words.

Every moment I spent with you, those felt like seconds,

But they were so precious,

That they felt like an eternity,

With us being together, I would give everything I can,

To feel them over and over, Us together.

It was said, and I heard,

That not everyone has a soulmate,

But you, my love, were my other half That completed me every time,

I felt people can be so wrong.

Every time the sun rose,

Every time I felt the touch of the moon,

I feel that if I could just share these things with you,

But you are so far away, I just don't know what to do now.

I reminisce about the past,

I don't know about the future,

If we could have been together,

I don't know how perfectly things could be together.