dark angel || hyunlix

13.

next day, felix got invited to a game show from chan but he wasn't really in the mood to go. so he just sat in home, all bored.

he didn't eat anything that day, didn't move a second either. he just layed on bed thinking of everything seungmin has said to him in the past.

"your smile really reminds me of someone I really loved.."

"UGH HOW STUPID I WAS TO THINK HE WAS TALKING ABOUT A FAMILY MEMBER WHO HE LOVED DEARLY. I'M SO STUPID." he got mad at himself, smashed his head on his pillow and started moving his legs aggressively up and down.

after a while of boredom and anger, he decided to randomly clean his drawers. he found so many old stuff that reminded him of different people. while he was arranging some old dusty books, he found an old diary of his, and decided to take a look.

I love middle school Im having so much fun!! there's this guy who keeps annoying me though.. :(( he's really cool anyway! I don't understand what I did to him... but I keep letting it slide

2

I can't do this anymore TT he got more people to call me a coward twinkie! I may find him attractive but I'm not gay :// I don't know why people don't like me...

3

I made some new cool friends ^^ their names are chan and jeongin, we're now a friend group along with han! I really hope we last long.. they're really nice :(

5

felix cutely smiled as he read the fifth page. 'younger me is probably so happy now..'

it's really annoying me now! hyunjin keeps verbally bullying me but he's always so nice to everyone else, it's not fair!! why is he always nice to girls especially.. is it because they're skinny and pretty.. I hate being a boy :/ maybe I would have had more friends if I was a girl..

6

felix kept giggling at how dumb younger him sounded, but his smile faded as he kept reading. he started developing his eating disorder from this day, when he wanted to be a girl, for boys, specially hyunjin, to like him more.

I'm really tired... I look so skinny and pretty now but he still treats me the same.. does he likes muscle guys better? should I eat more.. TT I don't understand.

8

I started dating a guy who i shared classes with to distract myself a bit, but I do really like him. he cares for me and compliments me everyday ^^ he makes me really happy I LOVE HIM OH MY GOSH♡♡ᰔᩚෆ♡♡ᜊ

11

he aggressively shutted the notebook not willing to read any of this shit anymore, after he was done cleaning, he made some hot chocolate and watched some movies as it rained.

his eyes were fixed on the tv but he wasn't really focused on what's happening.

"why did I like hyunjin so much.." he randomly thought as he took a sip from his hot chocolate.

saved contact
hyunjin👎

hey<
that's random but<
wanna meet?<
sent

felix hesitantly texted hyunjin, he didn't know why he did it but he wanted to meet him. he wanted to spend time with him to remember that middle school feeling. he wanted to remember how it felt to like hyunjin, but most importantly, he wanted to distract himself from every seungmin thought.

>you text me a lot these days
>missed me much?

you really like pissing me off don't you<

>do I? hahahahah..

>why do you wanna meet

Idk tbh..<

>okay, sure.
>where

take me to your favourite place.<