dark angel || hyunlix

18.

"felix I- I killed them."

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"wha..what??" felix dropped his drink out of shock. was that hyunjin just teasing? did he actually kill them?

felix thought him and hyunjin were lowkey getting closer, but he hated how mysterious hyunjin actually is. he hated how he barley knew anything about him.

"I killed them. I killed them.. " he repeated as a tear ran down his cheek. this was the first (?) time felix had seen hyunjin sob. he froze up not understanding what to do.

"hey calm down.. did you actually?" he pulled hyunjin onto his chest just like how he comforts him, he really regreted asking such a personal thing but on the bright side.. he might learn something about hyunjin's mysterious life.

"I basically did.. I.. left them die so i..- killed them? right? ughh how stupid of me." he muttered as he cried onto felix's shirt. felix didn't say anything and just patted his head and left him talking. he was saying way too much due to not being sober.

"I remember.. when I was 14, my parents and I went ice skating in.. january I think? anyway.. dad went into the cottage to cook fish and I was just skating with mom and uh that's when.." he sniffed and stopped, realizing who he's laying on.

"felix.."

"don't mind me" he smiled and lightly pushed hyunjin's back into his chest.

"okay. mom stepped on a thin layer of ice and sank, I didn't know what to do or how my tiny body could help. I ran and hid like an idiot thinking dad was gonna kill me for not being able to help her - he was quite protective of her and barley liked me- ugh how fucking stupid I was i fucking hate it-" he suddenly bursted angrily crying and got up.

"Im sorry, felix. Im pathetic I know. you can leave."

"what! no.." he got up after him and grabbed his hand. "I just wanna know how you seemed so fine in school I would've never guessed such thing.."

"pfftt I endured all that shit. i acted like my life was perfect. being confident and "mean" also helped me to avoid thinking about them. I lived this whole time with grandma and worked from a young age, when I grew old enough I got this place, with my own money, and people obviously pay me for model shit but I just take the money and never showed up-" he slowly started smiling at the memories, realizing he finally let out those thoughts, with someone he could trust.

felix smiled along as he let go of hyunjin's hand. "Im.. im sorry I never knew-"

"it's okay. I'm over it now. thanks.. for letting me talk. ew..whatever. want a snack?" he cringed as he looked away from the shorter.

"sure! "

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a while after snacking and watching movies,

"it's late, stay the night." hyunjin demanded and closed the tv as the movie ended.

"okay. i don't have plans tomorrow anyway. " he smiled as he made his way upstairs.
he put his hair in a ponytail and bounced in hyunjin's bed, as if it's his own. hyunjin just rolled his eyes at him.