Dear Hoseok,
I was told by Taehyung that because I love you, I should let you go. I know deep down you don't see me the same way I see you. It would make sense to just let you go. I can respect your feelings but it'll be so hard.
I don't want to face the reality that you'll never love me back. Its the truth that will break my already fragile soul. Maybe that's why I still keep you around. You keep the thread of my soul together. Even though it's just a thread that's keeping me together...for me that's enough.
Again the constant anxiety and thoughts of you fill my head. I just want to keep you to myself. I just want to kiss you and touch you. I just want to hear you tell me about your days again. Even though you're not looking to be in a serious relationship, maybe you'll one day you'll learn to appreciate me?
Maybe if I actually do confess to you. You will actually want to stay by my side? Maybe if i'll try. I need to get past my anxiety first. Aren't we all scared of rejection? But don't worry, i'll try to keep myself together. Yeah...i'll try.
to the one that loves you the most,
Min Yoongi
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I feel like you guys might be annoyed by Yoongi in this book. Lmaooo
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Fanfiction[Book 5] of NEW JEANS SONGS x BTS FANFIC SERIES Yoongi and Hoseok are friends with benefits. Yoongi has fallen in love with Hoseok. He contemplates weather or not he should confess knowing Hoseok would never love him back. ** diary style with some...
