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⚠️ this story may contain
triggering themes like death,
suicide, self harm and abuse ⚠️
please read at your own risk!

i'd also like to say that i am not a therapist, nor have i had therapy, so the depictions of therapy sessions within this story may not be 100% accurate. i have spoken to friends who go to therapy before writing this, but i still appreciate any comments from you guys to help me get everything right to make his story accurate and enjoyable to read (or as enjoyable as possible, it is a sad story hehe)

thank you :)

"i miss him. i miss him so much. i just... i can't believe he would leave me like this. i'm alone. i have no one. i am no one without him."

"i know this is difficult for you, minho. it's good that you're talking to me about this. it can be hard to say goodbye to someone that was so important to you, but this can also open up opportunities to meet new people and to focus on bettering yourself and finding new interests to take your mind away from things."

minho didnt look up at his therapist, doctor jeon. he didn't want to. he was barely listening to her words anyway. find new hobbies? how is that supposed to help me? he thought to himself. he let out a small chuckle, making doctor jeon sigh. "maybe we should meet twice a week from now on? we can monitor your progress more regularly and hopefully i can help you with–"

"what progress?!" minho exclaimed hysterically, his hands balled into fists as he let his emotions get the better of him. "how am i supposed to progress without him? i cant live without hyunjin! how can he just leave me like this, thinking i'll be okay and i'll just carry on living life happily?!" minho couldn't stop his tears now. he hadn't been able to since the previous week.

"last week i had healed. i'd forgotten about the loss of my brother, and it was because of him. we sat in this same room all together to talk about all the 'progress' i had made, just for him to throw it all away. he knew how it would hurt me. he knew and he still left me." the male threw his face into his hands, his cries flooding the room.

it was true. only a week ago, minho, hyunjin and doctor jeon sat in the same room praising minho for how well he had healed, for how well he was coping. his previous loss was but a distant memory. having all those emotions come back to him, it had broken him yet again.

and he couldn't put himself back together this time.

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i just had a thought and
decided to write this. lmk
your thoughts.