My Guardian Angel

Thinking about her

Cate's POV

I could barely breathe and my heart nearly pounded out of my chest. I still felt her lips on my neck and I caressed the sensitive spot with my hand.
"I will be in your kitchen in een hour to discus your weekschedule with you"! Her velvet voice said and I turned around, seeing her jog away without waiting for my answer. I let my eyes glide over her strong and supple moving body. Her dark curls were unfortunately captured in a ponytail. She had the most beautiful curls and I just saw them loose once, during our first meeting! I wanted to see it more like that...

I was surprised by her action just a couple of minutes ago, but I really provoked her this time I thought with a smile. It wasn't my intention to go this far, but I lost control when I saw her beautiful athletic body partially naked and up close. God she looked so goddamn attractive and hot. Sweat was gliding down her neck to the space between her small but round breasts covered in that sexy sports top. I always loved looking at athletic women, but Sam was a whole other level. Her muscles were well toned especially her abs but Sam still had the round and sensuous forms that i liked so much in women. Her thighs were slim but strong and I wondered how they would feel wrapped around my body! God what was I thinking! Heat spread throughout my body like wildfire and I tried to think of something else.

I thought of how that woman annoyed the hell out of me since the first time I saw her. Maybe because of the fact that she could see right through my bullshit, I thought while walking back to my house. Sam was one of the few people around me that could see the real emotions behind my mocking and flirting. Don't get me wrong, I like to flirt...it comes natural for me, but I also use it to divert attention from my deeper feelings and Sam recognized it immediately for what is was. And that scared the shit out of me at first. Now it mostly annoyed me. So....I flirted with her, not to hide me emotions, but to annoy her en to trigger her. She was always so correct and in control like I used to be before I met her and that pisses me off. So I flirted relentlessly and mayby went a bit to far......
I wanted her to lose control! That.... and I knew she was attracted to me. I felt it since our first encounter and it ignited something raw and a deep longing within me. A longing that I rarely felt, maybe even never....Though she tries to hide it, I sometimes see her red cheeks or a bit to much staring at certain parts of my body. I knew she felt our strong physical attraction too. God just how her intens green eyes linger to long at my hands, lips, breasts, made me feel so good. The wanting glimpses made me feel young and attractive again and ik liked it. It was a long time since I felt that wanted.

I drank some water and looked out of my window to the guesthouse on my right. I hated the intrusion in my private live, hated the fact that my children were garded by armed men or woman and that there was a whole team that knew everything about me. But I knew rationally that it was necessary because of the total nutcase that was threatening me. I sighted and felt the anger and fear rising in my body and tried to calm myself by breathing really slow. This week was a busy and rather important week and I didn't want to ruin it by the thinking of that basterd who was threatening me. The premiere of New Boy my latest movie was in New York and I had several tv appearances, a red carpet event and a photoshoot for Vogue America. All for promoting the movie I loved making almost 6 months ago, just after the divorce was finalized. I thought back at that specific period in my life. I was a mess but shooting in my homeland was healing for me and I came out stronger. I loved making this story come true and loved how it finally was made into the film that it was now. So I wanted to be a succes and the following week was a big part of making it a succes in America.

With Sam and her team I felt a little bit safer and less anxious to go out in public. When I first met Sam I wasn't convinced of her skills in the beginning. She looked like she had the biggest hangover and I found it rather pathetic when working in the business that she did. But she didn't acted less professional and at the end of the meeting I was profoundly surprised by her skills. That feeling grew when Robert let me read Sams file, wich apparently wasn't a normal thing , because Sam was angry when I mentioned her fighting skills in the discussion we had about weapons. She excelled in hand to hand combat and was highly skilled at various types of martial arts. She was trained by Mossad and recruited later by the Secret Service when she moved to America when she was 24 years old. Apparently her father was an American and her mother An Israeli. I found it rather intriguing....

Her fighting skills explained how trained she looked, I thought with a smile and saw her strong and muscular body before me because I closed my eyes for a few seconds.

"So Cate, what is your schedule this week?" Her soft voice shook me out of my daydreaming and I openend met eyes to look right in her light green ones.