Blur memories

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"Do you ever feel the joy of being with a friend, the warmth of family, or the affection of your true love? There are people who came into your life as friends, but they mean the world to you. I always thought that how can a person who just wants to be friends with you mean so much that If one day you lose that person, you lose yourself too?"

[Today is the same boring day as always. He again came to the library, and I again looked at him, but again I didn't say anything. He bumps into me again while I try to look for a book. He again smiled at me like always, and he again didn't recognise me. I again cry in the girls washroom-God knows for how long-and then again, no one cares. The same emptiness, the same haunted memories of the past It happens daily; it's like a daily life routine, but nothing has changed in the past 5 years. I still remember that day very well, and it hurts that he's not with me anymore.]

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FLASHBACK:

Y/n:
Hey! How are you? Are you feeling well now? You know I'm deadly worried for you. I came here straight from the airport.

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Who are you?

[Y/n smile fade instantly she look at the couple who stand beside her who look at her with a sad smile.]

Y/n:
It's me. Y/n? Now stop; it's not funny.

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I really don't know who you are. I'm sorry.

[Y/n only glances at the man on the hospital bed, a bandage wrapped around his skull.]

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Yoon Y/N is your friend's sister.

[The woman who is the boy's mother speaks. The boy make his mouth in o shape.]

Y/n:
Aunty?

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Let's talk outside Y/N.

[The pair takes Y/N outside of the hospital room. She is still perplexed by everything that occurs to her.]

Y/n:
Aunt Mira What happened to him? Why doesn't he recognise me? Is he trying to pull my leg because we didn't talk to each other for a year? Please tell me something. Why are both of you silent?

[Y/n said with tears in her eyes.]

Mira:
Y/N, he's okay. We told him that you were coming back today, so he went out to buy a present for you because he thought that you were still angry with him. We waited for him, but he didn't come home. Then, after 2 to 3 hours, we receive a call from the hospital telling us about his accident. When he wakes up, we talk about you, and he says he doesn't have any friends other than Seventeen. The doctor warns us that we can't force him to remember something.

Y/n:
So you're saying that he doesn't remember me in the entire world? The least he remember is that my brothers are also part of Seventeen, right?

[The woman petted Y/N's shoulder.]

Mira:
Look, we don't want to hurt you, but the thing is, you're the only one he doesn't remember. We don't know the reason, but that's true.

[The men look at Y/n and speak.]

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Y/n I know you like him, and you're his childhood friend, but please, as a father, it's my request that you don't tell him anything. You can meet him whenever you want, but as his friend's sister. We know it hurts, but please, his life may be in danger if you tell him anything.

[Y/N didn't say anything; she just silently cried and walked out of the hospital without saying anything.]

Y/n:
Everyone decides on their own. No one understands my feelings, not his parents or my brothers.

END OF FLASHBACK