♱ I Know The Secrets That You Keep ♱

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It's been a few weeks since the party I've been avoiding him ever since I didn't want to explain what happened "wait jaesen you never told your friends to humiliate them" I came to the realization weeks later "y/n your barely noticing" "yes look I was busy I forgot about it" I put my head down.

Unknown: how are you ;)
Delivered: September 7 2009

Unknown: hey handsome.
Delivered: September 10 2009

Unknown: are you ignoring me??
Delivered: September 24 2009

I still haven't responded and to be honest I dont want to and I didn't want him to ruin anything.

A lot has happened over the course of a few weeks. Me and Abby visited our mom in Wisconsin, Jaesen planned a surprise trip for me and Abby's birthday, Abby possibly may have found a girlfriend, Me and Jaesen's music career started blowing up.

Life was pretty good at the moment we stopped going to parties tho which has been boring but it's been for the better since the twins go to every single fucking party for some reason.

I've made new friends Naomi, Xóchitl, Tray, And Kyle. They're cool to hang out with we hardly hang out though so I'm alone most the time.

I was sitting on the couch watching Girl,Interrupted when I heard a loud ass knock on the door "DAMN BITCH HOLD THE FUCK UP" I yelled thinking it was jaesen since he usually does that. I got up from the couch while wearing the worst most ugliest homeless looking clothes ever.

I opened the door my eyes widened my jaw dropped it was bill fucking kaulitz "hey you busy right now" he asked looking inside "oh you me I" I kept stuttering like the dumbass I am. It was so unexpected for him to be here "uh okay can i talk to you for a second" he asked me I nodded my head.

Man how stupid am I to nod my head but I let him in he walked around sitting down on the couch I followed after him and sat down across him "so what do you want to talk about" I was praying he forgot what happened at the party. He looked at me "oh yeah that so the party.." my eyes widened again "OH THAT HAHA THATS FUNNY BECAUSE THAT WASNT EVEN ME ON GOD" I blurted out without thinking.

He blinked a few times looking at me "what no y/n" he stood up and went to sit right next to me. He grabbed my hands "I think I like you since the sleepover in 11th grade I just had to pretend not to like you" he rubbed his thumb on the back of my hand "I- you what your joking right" my eyes were still wide open "No I'm serious y/n I've sang songs about you"

The songs:
Boyfriend: Justin Bieber
Head Over Heels: Tears For Fears
Pretty When You Cry: Lana Del Rey
What Would I Do?: Strawberry Guy
Sure Thing: Miguel
I Was All Over Her: Salvia Palth
Lovesong: The Cure
HER: Yung Bruh
(Ik some songs aren't from the 2000s but yk just pretend they are)

I was shocked all these songs he wrote were about me. He dedicated it to me "oh um this is too much to process right now why-" I was cut off mid sentence when my phone rang.

Tray: hey y/n you busy:)?
Delivered: 11:37 pm

I saw tray texted me I had a slight crush on him so I started to smile by the sight of it "oh wait are you seeing someone already" I heard bill saying standing up I looked up at him.

He looked like he was on the verge of crying and it genuinely broke me so much seeing him like that. I got up "bill I.. I don't know how to process all of this sudden information I just" I sighed

He just gave me a gentle smile and left I stood there. I didn't know what to do I sat down again watching Girl, Interrupted.

Tom's pov
I saw bill leaving y/n's house "how'd it go bill" I asked him he got in and started sobbing rambling things quickly "woah calm down I don't understand what happened" I rubbed his back trying to comfort him.

He wiped his tears away and tried to calm down "he's seeing someone already I know these feelings for him are wrong but i can't contain myself hes just so pretty and genuinely so perfect Tom I don't know what to do now for years I treated him like shit we both did I just can't believe it" he looked at me with these eyes which hurt me.

Abigail's pov
I was coming home when I saw the kaulitz twins parked in front of our house i slowly walked over there when I heard bill crying. I kept hearing until I realized he was talking about how pretty y/n was I was genuinely shocked I tried backing up but I fell down.

I tried running away but Tom got out and grabbed me dragging me into the car "what did you hear" he glared at me "um well to be honest I kinda heard everything" I looked over at bill his makeup was all over his face "don't tell anyone please" bill asked me with a soft gentle voice I was confused weren't they the ones that hated me and y/n.

I nodded my head "yea sure I won't trust" "okay good you can leave now" Tom said unlocking the doors.

I got out still shocked at the news I heard i turned around to look at them "I know the secrets that you keep" i walked away before they could say anything and went inside the  house.

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A/N: this is kinda short I don't really like it but it's okay 😭

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