epilouge

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*ten years later*

it's cold and misty today. the autumn air almost sticks to my skin. i wrap the coat tighter around myself, protecting my stomach especially. i want the abby to be safe, i can't handle losing another kid.

"are you sure you're comfortable doing this?" george asks as he pulls up to the cemetery. i twist my ring around as he takes my hand, preventing me from twisting it further. his thumb rubs the back of my hand as i sigh.

"yes." i tell him as we both get out of the car.

the air is cold, my sweater doesn't help anything. george is gripping my hand tightly as i carry the little bear deeper and deeper into the cemetery. my gut tells me to run away, that im not ready for this. but my heart says it's been ten years, i need to move on. we continue to trench on through the cold as we walk deeper and deeper down the path.

slowly, we reach the section i dread. the one for the kids, the babies, the toddlers, the teens. my baby boy. the stones are small, the width of my chest and only high enough to reach the top of my knees. we aren't alone at my sons headstone.

"y/n. george." alex stands up, dropping the single lily onto blue's grave.

"go away." i tell him bluntly. he sighs, walking off. but as he does, he turns around.

"i'm still sorry. just know that if i could go back to the day i found out you had blue, i would have never even touched him." alex walks away as i suck in a breath.

i kneel to blue's grave as george sits next to me. i look at the little bear, the way it hugs a small heart to it's chest, and i set it down at blue's headstone. i look at the engraving and sigh.

"blue beckett gold. november 17th, 2016 to march 29th, 2021. forever in our hearts and his mother's soul. rest in peace, little ducky."

george had me put the part about my soul. i had carli put the part of him being a little ducky, it was her little nickname for him. violet and her visited earlier, violet is almost 16 and is terrified her memories of blue are foggy. she tries to visit almost every day, carli is thankful she has her license and can drive herself.

"my little blue boy, i love you. happy fifteenth birthday, my little bluey." i whisper as i touch the ground softly, "i wish you were still here. i'm sorry for not taking better care of you, i love you."

"do you want me to go? to have a moment alone?" george asks as i shake my head.

"it's time to go. i can't keep living in the past. i love you blue." i press a kiss to my fingertips and press them to the headstone. with a final glance, i get up and george follows me back to the car.

when we sit back down, he doesn't drive home. we drive to the courthouse. as we pull up, i let myself smile. will and carli are waiting there with violet and lele. george's parents and brother and sister are there as well, his father shakes his hand. violet hands me a bouquet of flowers and i let myself smile even wider. we all head inside and wait for the lawyer to be ready. when she announced we can come into her office, she leads the rest of our families to sit down and get comfortable.

will walks me down the "aisle" in between chairs as he hands me to george, making him promise to take care of me. i hand him my coat as he sits down, letting my bump be somewhat seen beneath my small, cream colored dress. george looks handsome, smiling in his blue button down.

i made him promise that today would be our wedding. i wanted it to be today, out of all days, so that blue's legacy can live on and will live on. if all goes to shit, today is our wedding anniversary forever and not just blue's birthday.

"i do." george takes my hands, snapping me out of my thoughts.

"do you, y/n isabella gold, take george henry davidson to be your lawfully wedded husband?" our lawyer asks as i smile.

"i do." i tell her as she smiles.

"by the power invested in me, i now declare you husband and wife! you may kiss the bride." she smiles, shutting her book as george kisses me, softly cupping my cheeks as i wrap my arms around his neck. i hear lele and carli screaming and violet whistling, clapping drowning out the rest.

we break apart to sign the marriage license, quickly leaving and driving back to our house. our friends are waiting there. niki, tommy, tubbo, jack, ellie, everyone. everyone is excited and waiting for us.

"are you ready?" george asks me as we stand in front of the door. everyone else is still in the lobby, we made it way before them.

"i'm ready." i tell him as we open the doors to the next chapters of our lives.

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