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theres a first time for everything

"Alright, alright. Now ask me a question."

He thought for a moment.

"What's something you wouldn't want to do out of embarrassment?"

I immediately knew the answer.

"Probably letting you fuck me."

He laughed, but seemed intrigued.

         "Why not? I think that would be fun~" He said, smiling at me and fluttering his eyelashes.

         We were laying in bed together, and Harvey had prompted a conversation that we'd be having for the next 2 hours. At first the questions were innocent; what's your favorite song right now? What's your favorite date we've went on? What did you think when you first met me?

But the past couple questions had been getting more and more suggestive. And we've been getting closer and closer to each other as time goes on.

         "I just... I don't know. It would just be... different." I say, raising my hand from under the covers to brush the hair out of Harvey's face.

        He takes a minute to think before responding.

"Wanna try it?"

        I felt myself blush. I blush easily, so that didn't come as a surprise, but it was nearly immediately. Harvey and I weren't too different in size down there even though whenever we've had sex I was always on top. We're the same height, and have nearly the same body type, but he's a little bit skinnier than me.

        I lock eyes with him. I mean... I am kinda horny. "Maybe if we drink before. I don't think I can be sober." I say, sitting up a bit. "I'l make you a drink. Wait here." He says, standing up. He was excited, I could tell.

It's kind of pathetic that I just said that I would never want to experience what was about to happen.

I sat up in bed fully and turned the TV on as he left the room. I watched TV for a bit, my anxiety raising as the minutes pass. I've been bottom before, so I shouldn't be that worried. But I've never let him top me before. And he's bigger than the guys I've let top me. His dick is almost bigger than mine and I'd consider myself well above-average.

He called for me from the kitchen. "Julian, do you want this to be a blackout drunk drink or just like a drink to make you a little dizzy?"

"Blackout drunk, please." I say.

I heard him chuckle at my response. Again, I wasn't nervous because I was would have to be bottoming. I was nervous about the embarrassment I would soon face.

A few minutes later, Harvey returned with what obviously was just a tall glass of straight-up vodka. I took it from him and drank it within a second. The alcohol burned my throat. I was a lightweight, so after some time I should feel it.

Just to be safe, I get up and go to the kitchen as Harvey starts setting the mood of our bedroom, dimming the lights and preparing our bed. I grab the half-full bottle of Tito's and bring it back with me to the bedroom. I take a swig as I sit down on the bed. Harvey takes the bottle from me, taking a drink of his own, before setting it down on the bedside table.

"Ready?" He said, standing over me as I sit on the bed. I've accepted my fate at this point. "Yep." I nod. I can feel the alcohol slowly kicking in.

Harvey then puts one hand on my hip, and the other on my jaw as he kissed me deeply. Usually, this would be the other way around. Oddly enough.. this is arousing to me. As embarrassing as that is to admit, I probably won't remember in the morning anyway.