TATTOOS & PIERCINGS - with a splash of sand, sea and sunshine [Book 2] 🔞

2. 🔞

"How come you never talked much about your sister?" Jungkook quizzes; his eyes focused solidly on the traffic now building up in front of you as you head towards your parents house.

This wedding was just dropped on you; you never actually expected your sister to marry the man she'd occasionally fucked when she visited the company she worked at instead of working from home! "My sister? I, I dunno, you knew I had one we'd discussed this..." you don't really know what to say to him.

"But you never talk about her?" Jungkook momentarily looks away from the traffic and side eyes you.

"Dunno, we've never been mega close, I mean, there's a bigger age gap..."

"That's not it?" Jungkook pulls a strange face, full of confusion and questioning.

"Okay you wanna know?" You ask, your cheeks heating a little, shuffling awkwardly in the seat; "... I was jealous of her! Always was, she used to just I dunno, live! She was cool! She used to have boyfriends and loads of friends and... we kinda drifted apart because I never wanted to see her have everything I always wanted" you sigh and glance away from him; your eyes fixed out of the passenger side window.

Jungkook makes a light chuckle in his throat, he means nothing of it, but you don't turn around; "baby? ... Y/N..."

You ignore him, feeling far too embarrassed to even look at him.

"Hey..." his hand drops onto your thigh giving it a gentle squeeze, "... baby?"

"Hum?" You turn slowly and meet his eyes before he looks away back at the traffic in front again and as if the universe is turning just for you and him, the traffic comes to a stand still and he turns to face you again.

"Baby, that's... I'm sorry, you know I always kinda forget other families actually have problems of their own when my family is one big ass problem! But, I mean, you should get close again now right? Now you don't need to be jealous? Right? Well, I hope you don't, I hope... I..."

You giggle shyly, "you're enough. If that's what you're asking me, you're enough. You don't ever have to question that! Of course I wouldn't be jealous now, not now, not now me and you are together and happy, I... yeah, hopefully she'll realise that we've both changed now, I mean she's getting married right? She must've changed too?" But there's still a hesitation fluttering in your stomach at the thought that your sister will just remember the way you starting drifting apart.

Jungkook smiles grabbing your hand tightly, the traffic still unmoving on the road in front; "god I love you!"

"I love you too, don't... I'm, I was just a silly girl before, let's forget we've said any of this" you blush shaking your head.

"I would never judge you, you know that? I mean you've never once judged me when I told you about all my fucked up shit with my dad and... come on Y/N, baby you even came to London with me... before we were even official!"

"Thank you" you sigh, slipping down a little more in your seat; the way Jungkook squeezes your hand, letting it go and then dancing his fingers up your thigh.

"This traffic will make us late! What the hell is even happening?" He asks slamming his other hand down on the steering wheel, straining his neck to try and see down the road.

"Don't stress babe, my parents literally wouldn't care if we turned up at their doorstep at midnight, it's fine!"

Jungkook stops trying to see down the road and slumps back into his own seat; his eyes are dark  and intense when he turns his head to stare at you. "You want me to help you relax? ..." you ask with a suggestive smile, eyebrows raising at him when he smiles lazily.