Modern AU
Hobie,Gwen,Miles,pav and Y/N are all in a band together but it's not all just about them doing gigs it's also about their life style and what goes on in their life
This will somewhat be a slow burn but trust it'll be worth it!
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PLEASE BE AWARRE THIS CHAPTER IS REALLY REALLY DESCRIPTIVE!! SO IF YOU FEEL NEED THE NEED TO STOP READING PLEASE DO! I CARE ABOUT YOURE MENTAL HEALTH ANYWAYS READ WITH CAUTION YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!
\\˚✧₊ Y/N POV ₊✧˚ 🎸//
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These past two weeks have been awful for me. These nightmares keep getting worse. It's so draining. I just want to sleep, but I can't with out being haunted by the fact that I killed three people.
When I shower I feel like I'm showering in their blood. The dark liquid hitting my body and there's nothing I can do about it than be ashamed of the fact that I once again killed three people.
Why do I feel ashamed? They were after US to kill US. Which ended up with the roles reversed and I killed them instead. I know actions have consequences to them and this one was the worst one I've experienced so far.
Everything that is liquid it's always gonna look like blood to me. How did hobie do this? Did he also go through this and just acted like nothing was happening just as I am? Does he secretly know what I'm feeling at the moment but hasn't said anything to me?
I have so many questions but none of them can be answered at the moment. Everyone left the house earlier today to go shopping. I decided to stay home. I wish I went to be honest so I wasn't stuck with my own thoughts.
My biggest enemy out there was my own thoughts. Gosh I hated the way I thought so much but people loved the way my mindset was. That's fucking concerning
I walked out of my room. It currently 8pm. This is the first time I had actually decided to leave my room for the first time today. I should probably make myself something to eat.
I walked up to the fridge and opened it and froze when I saw a dead body and the fridge covered in blood from the inside. It was the first cop I killed. He had so much blood coming out of his neck from where I stabbed him.
His body was rotting. Here and there I thought he was breathing. I closed the fridge door and opened it again. He was gone but the fridge was still covered in his blood.
I started backing away from the fridge but my body hit something I slowly turned around to be met with the second cop. I froze once again. What the fuck? I usually never freeze when I'm in a situation! I easily know what to do but this time I don't?
I have to be sleep...please let this be a dream. Wait where's the others? Shouldn't they be home by now? I backed away as well but tripped over something causing me to fall onto the ground hard "fuck.."
I looked at what I tripped and it was Alice. No..no..no.. this isn't real please. This can't be real! I started breathing heavily. I could hear my heart beat. Each time my heart would beat they would slowly start walking towards me.
