My new life.

Chalter VI

I somehow got home last night, I don't remember a lot but I remember a bit, like Charles trying to kiss me and me denying him that, even if I wanted to I can't I'm not here for that, I shouldn't even be getting involved him, maybe I should just not talk to him. I get up to take a shower and do my morning routine, I really don't want to do anything today so I don't when I get out I get dressed into something comfy go sit on the couch and put a movie on then order food because like hell I'm cooking right now. I decided to see if I've posted anything on Instagram, turns out I did praying it's nothing bad I take a look.

Thank god it's nothing bad because if it was like a photo of anything other then me and Em I would've died literally, I can't do that, I don't want people knowing that I'm somehow friends with Charles, there's a knock at my door and I know my food is here and I'm so happy about that I get up and open my door but it's not my food it's Charles just standing there with a shy smile, "Hey." He saves slightly at me, "Hey?" I move out of the way for him to come I'm so confused on how he knows where I live, "How do you know where I live?" He laughs at me, "You don't remember?" "I remember a little bit but not a lot." "I was in the Uber with you when you got dropped off, also you used my phone to get the Uber." He laughs at me again, "Well I don't remember that, so I'm sorry." "It's okay I didn't mind," he still laughing but this doesn't explain why he is here "So why are you here?" "Oh right. I kinda wanted to talk about last night in person and I leave tomorrow so I came here now." "You wanted to talk about last?" "You don't remember?" "Well that depends on what you're talking because I do remember you trying to kiss me, if that's what you're talking about." "yes that's what. Look I'm really sorry about that I don't know what came over me, I think maybe I had a little too much to drink and that doesn't help. So I'm really sorry." I look at him a little worried because he taking it harder then he should, "Charles it's okay, honestly it is. But I do need you to understand I don't want a relationship at the moment, we can be friends but if you're feelings get in the way I don't think I'll be able to be your friend. I'm sorry." I look at him sad and he looks just as sad, "I understand I do and I want to be your friend, my feelings won't get in the way but please can we be friends." He looks like he's about to cry I don't like that he looks so sad it makes me sad, "Of course we be friends Charles always." I say with a smile and when he looks up from the ground into my eyes with the biggest smile, but I swear when he looked into my eyes my heart skipped a beat, I just push the feelings down I'm not ready for that. He gives me hug before there's another knock at my door I'm really hoping it's my food I'm fucking starving, I open my door and thank god it is I grab it then look at Charles, "Want to join me?" "I would love to but I can I have to get ready to leave. Keep in touch please!" "Of course!" He gives me one last hug before he opens the door and leaves. I go back to the couch and continue on with my lazy day. When I finally look at the time I see that it's 930 'damn where the hell has the day gone?' I get up and do my night routine then get into bed and scroll on instagram for a little bit when I come across Charles' post I liked it before I even head the caption.

I'm so confused on the caption but don't even question it I'm way to tried, I set my alarm and go sleep hoping tomorrow will be easy at school and work, because I honestly can't handle anything after this weekend and how crazy it's been.

(A.N - sorry this is short, I'm trying my best.)