Unwanted help Bill kaulitz x y/n fem reader

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Y/n's pov:
I didn't know what to say I was just looking in bills eyes his eyes looked so empty. I couldn't stand looking at him I was filling up with hatred I wanted to punch him in the face. But I didn't instead I pulled my hands away and said "bill, i will always have love for you, always but I don't love you, not anymore..." after I said that I loooked into his eyes one more time . Still empty... I was disappointed I thought I would atleast see sadness atleast any emotion. But nothing, seeing him look so empty hurt but I knew I couldn't cry so I left when I was in my car, I was drowning in my thoughts, still thinking about how empty bills eyes were I didn't even notice I was crying until I heard a knock on my window, I jumped and looked it was Tom. I swung my car door open and hugged him right, "y/n, love why are you crying?" Him saying that made me blush. He pulled away from the hug and I looked in his eyes. I had never thought of Tom like this before, but that was because I was stuck on bill anyways. His eyes were so beautiful they were so full of love. He had the cutest look on my face I couldn't help myself, I kissed him he was caught by surprise but he kissed me back. His lips were so soft he pulled away as soon as he pulled away I wanted his lips back on mine immediately. "So, what's wrong Liebe?"  "Wait,why are you out of bed?!?" " I asked you first." He said putting his arms around my waist, I didn't want to tell him it was bill but I needed to tell him something. So I lied "my grandma died."  He pulled me into a tight hug I was caught by surprised but then I noticed something. That safe feeling I always felt when I was with bill I now felt with Tom. I hugged him back I pulled away from the hug and I looked back into his eyes and I felt like I was drowning I was getting lost in his eyes. He cupped my face with my hand and gave me a sad smile he then leaned in and gently kissed me. "Tom..." a voice said from behind him he pulled away from the kiss and turned around. "Bill.. I- I didn't mean to.. it... wasn't." "FUCK YOU Y/N." My eyes widened I wanted to cry again bill had never yelled at me like that. Tom was holding my hand behind his back he was rubbing my hand with his thumb he seemed scared but didn't show it "MOVE TOM!!"  "No." "TOM FUCKING MOVE!" "I'm sorry but no bill." "IF YOU DONT FUCKING MOVE ILL MOVE YOU MYSLEF!!" Tom started slowly walking to bill "bill, just chill out ok." I could tell he was scared but he couldn't show it. Bill grabbed Tom by hi shirt and slammed him on a car "DONT TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK TO DO!" He then slammed him on the floor and Tom passed out "TOM!" I screamed then bill looked at me he was walking towards me "y/n my love come here." I backed up into my car and fell on the seat I was terrified his eyes were full of hatred. He grabbed my arm and pulled me out of the car I started to cry I was so scared "my love why are you crying?" I didn't want to answer he was gripping my waist "bill that hurts." He had let me go. He looked scared as if he was scared of himself he was looking at his hands his eyes were widened he looked as if he was going to cry. He fell backwards and started crying and then Tom got up and walked over to bill. He got on his knees and started hugging him he whispered something into his ear but I couldn't make out what he said bill then looked at me and said "Es tut mir so leid, dass ich dich nicht erschrecken wollte."  I didn't know what he said. But he looked so scared "y/n you gotta go." "O- ok.." I said grabbing my keys off the floor and got into  my car and left.

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Crazy crazy chapter hope you like it
Word count:760
I'm only gonna post one chapter today i will post another one Tomorrow