Toms girl (Tom Kaulitz x fem reader)

Kaulitz house pt2

Y/ns pov
We've had smoked for about an hour and now we're all just doing our own thing. Gustav and Georg are playing gta, Toms on his phone and Bill and I are just taking. Bills sat across from me on the other couch while I'm on the floor sat infront of the couch Toms on. I don't know about everyone else but I'm very high. I can feel my breath slow down with every inhale. It's a feeling I've grown to love. The only problem with weed is I get to comfortable, I'm not embarrassed to speak my mind and I get very. Touchy.
"Y/n?" Bills voice broke my thoughts. I hummed at him in response remaking eye contact and tilting my head. "I asked if you were hungry." He spoke to me. I stood up nodding my head in response, cotton mouth is the only downside to smoking. Sometimes it's so bad my words don't come out and my voice is all cracked. As we walked up the basement stairs I could feel someone's eyes burning into the back of me. I looked over my shoulder a little only to make eye contact with Tom. He sat on the couch now turned towards me. Breaking my look he took the chance to eye me up and down and then go back to his phone.

"So what are we getting again?" I asked bill after drinking my water. I watched him grab stuff from the pantry and fridge and putting it into a basket.

"Just random munchies for us and the guys. I'm assuming everyone's hungry cuz we haven't had the chance to eat." He responded. After he was done we went back downstairs. Gustav and Georg were now on the couch Bill was at talking to Tom. Their conversation instantly silenced once i reached the basement floor. Tom looked over his shoulder at me and then back to Gustav who smiled at him in response. "You guys are so strange, we brought food tho." Bill exclaimed as we walked over and sat back down.
"Y/n you know u can sit on the couch with me right? I'm not gonna bite." Tom said to me, his voice low. I shrugged my shoulders in response and sat down a seat away from him giving both of us plenty of room inbetween us. I turned to look at him ignoring everyone's conversation. I studied his face. How his tongue plays with his lip piercing everytime he smiles, how low and red his eyes are, how perfect his skin is. He turned to look at me once he noticed me staring. "Take a picture it'll last longer yk." He joked to me.

"If you say so Tom." I pulled out my phone and scooted closet to him basically sitting on his lap hugging my knees to my chest and later my head on his shoulder. I took a few pictures of us. "Better?" I asked him, smiling. He laughed at me in response putting his arm around my shoulder to keep me from moving away.

"Y/ns getting comfortable with us I guess." Toms hand played with the ends of my hair twirling it.

"Get a room you guys, no one wants to see y'all flirt." Georg spoke to us rolling his eyes."

"Hey I have a room upstairs but everyone told me I can't fuck her remember??" Tom laughed. Kicking Georgs foot. I rolled my eyes scooting away from Tom and pulling my phone out to text Bill.
  'Wanna go upstairs? I have sum to tell you🤗'  Everyone's head turned towards Bill once the phone dinged. We all watched him read the text, he looked up at me and back to the text and stood up. I followed as we went up the stairs to his room. "Where are you guys going?" Tom called out to us standing up from the couch.

     "None of your business Tom, it only concerns y/n and me. Go sit back down." Bill spoke throw his laughs not paying attention to where he was walking up the stairs. He tripped all the way up the steps, i don't even know how he made it to the top without falling down. "Do you need anything before we go to my room? Water, snacks or something." He asked me not paying attention stuttering through his words. Bill does not handle his weed well like at all. He didn't even wait for me to respond before he was already opening the door to his room. I followed closely behind him not saying anything trying to figure out how im supposed to tell him I'm catching feelings for his brother already. "Y/nnnn? are you gonna say anything or are you mute now?" he asked me laughing. 

"So don't freak out but i think i might be catching feelings for Tom. But i don't want to and im trying to prevent it and its not working and I'm freaking out. What am i supposed to do Bill? like i can't have feelings for him, i just met him and i don't wanna ruin our friendship by having feelings for your brother and making it weird in your guys group. Bill help me outtt." i responding taking a breath after my ramble. Bill just stared at me with his mouth open shaking his head slightly. not knowing how to respond. "Hello. Bill this is serious, I'm stressing out right now. I don't know what to do. Like i physically can't like him its gonna be a problem, not just with me but with everyone. You gotta help me and say something, give me some type of support." I went on another little rant watching Bills amused facial expressions. 

"I mean if you like him i cant do anything about that or anyone else but we definitely  cant let him know you like him this early on. It'll raise his ego to much, just do everything you can to make it not noticeable that you like him please. Ill do whatever i can to help you out with that too." He responded to me not breaking eye contact. It was only now that i realized how much he talks with his hands. I really listened to everything he told me, i had to pay extra attention because of how high i am. It took me a few minutes to actually process everything he said and we jus sat there for a minute thinking. I took a deep breath trying to collect my thoughts and think of a respone for him. 

"But what if i fail and then end up doing something ill regret or something that will mess up the group?" i asked him throwing myself on his bed face first and groning in frustration. Bill laughed at me again and sat next to me patting me on the back. 

"Well i guess we just have to wait and see wont we?" He responded. The way bill spoke was soft, he was genuinely helping me out, im glad i became friends with him. 

a/n

 very short chapter, im having really bad writers block rn. hoping to write a few more chapters soon!