Can I Change

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I'm not being myself
Every day every night
Even when I'm alone in my bed
Because I'm scared

I'm afraid if I was wrong
Because I'm not good enough
To be a part of your community
Maybe I know nothing about you guys

I'm not being happy
Because I'm not being myself
I'm trying to do useless things
But I'm still not myself

I'm constantly changed that's who I am
But sometimes I don't like who I turn to
I'm afraid to be rejected so I hide
I'm not being myself

I take this one persona and I use i
I thought it was the real me
But I'm not myself when I go to bed
Can I be myself

Can't I change my clothes
Can't I change my smile
Can't I change what I like
Can't I change my voice

I know I'm not one of you guys
I'm something else
But not now, because today
I'm not being myself
I'm not being myself

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