Overdose

Part 2

"Sell all my clothes if i die tonight, just know I ain't sell my soul.."
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𝒟𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒾𝒶𝓃 𝒫ℴ𝓋
8:59 𝓅.𝓂.
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I been watching Ethan all day and he hasn't really done anything so I guess he was fine. He told me that he was going to sleep so I let him be. I went downstairs and sat down on the couch and watched TV.

After around 40 minutes I figured I left him alone long enough so I went back upstairs to our 1st guest room to check on him, but when I got there he was gone.

"Ethan?" I said looking around.

"Ethan where tf did you go!! UGHH!"

I looked in the kitchen, bathroom, 2nd guest room, garage, but he was nowhere to be found. I went in my room and noticed my window was open. This mf done jumped out the window. I ran outside to see if his body was there but nothing was there so I tried calling him.

"He better pick up."

.... And it went straight to voicemail. Then I grabbed my keys and hoodie and was about to head out until I heard the door open. I ran over and saw Ethan with a styrofoam cup and some lean in it.

"Omggg Notti put that shit down! And where have you been?" I told him

"Why wont y'all just let me be great?" He said taking a sip out his cup

"Great!? Nigga we tryna save you."

"But the drugs are saving me, they give my life more meaning, so I appreciate your help but they got it."

"Your life can have more meaning without the drugs, can you just be sober for one day?"

"Nope the drugs help me feel good, you should try getting intoxicated it's fun." He said

"Do you hear yourself talking rn!! You don't understand that you can feel good without the drugs."

"How?"

"Talk to me later when your not intoxicated." I told him

"And give me this damn drink, you don't need it no way, its 9:00 at night and you up here drinking lean." I said snatching the cup away.

"Hey give it back!"

"No." I said before going to the kitchen and pouring it out the drain.

He sat there and watched me pour it out and his eyes looked very watery, and next thing I know he crying, he's nothing but a big baby with these drugs.🤦🏽‍♂️

"Notti go shower and take yo ass to bed."I said grabbing his hand and taking him to the bathroom so he could shower.
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𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐏𝐨𝐯
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When I left I jumped out the window because I knew that if I went out the front or back door Darrian would've found me and would've been on hots. I got a few scratches from when I fell but they're all minor.

I went out to meet my homeboys who put me on the drugs, and we made some lean and shit, and before I went home I told them to give me some Xans, so I put them in my pocket and went home.

I went in the bathroom and before I showered I took the pills out my pocket, I had 6 and I took them all because I thought it wouldn't hurt me that much, plus I wanna feel good, and yes I took them without water. :)

After a few minutes I got a one sided headache and decided to just sleep it off, I didn't wanna sleep alone so, I just went in Darrian's room for tonight.
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𝗗𝗱𝗼𝘁 𝗣𝗼𝘃
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After he got done he came inside my room.