Let me go- Tom Kaulitz

I'll never smile again

"Time of their death?"
"11:08 p.m"

As the doctors were ready to cut Ale's chest opened she opened her eyes and took a deep breath
"Hugo!" She yelled as she sat up
"Madam?! You're alive!" The doctor said as Ale looked at him
"Where is my brother?!" Ale asked as she looked around
She got off the operating table and started to look around
She looked out of the window and saw that she was flying over sees
"Where are we going?" Ale asked
"In Spain, your mother land" The doctor answered as she sighed
"How is my brother?" Ale asked
"He didn't made it.." The doctor answered

***

"We came as fast as possible!" Ignazio said as Ale opened the door from her father's house
"Oh Ale.." Piero said as he saw her
Ale started to cry and then fall down on her knees
"Hey hey!" Gianluca said as he grabbed her
"I couldn't save him!" Ale cried as Piero and Ignazio went inside and also hugged Ale
"Shhh.. we're here for you" Piero said
Ale sniffed and looked at him
"The funeral should start in any moment.." Ale said as she whipped her tears and then got up

Ale walked after her brother as Il Volo followed close behind her
They all stopped to a big thumb stone and the pope started to say all sorts of things about Hugo
"I got you brother" Ale said as she had her hand on Hugo's head
"I'm keeping you warm and safe" She added as she started to cry again
"And if we hit on troubled water...I'm keeping you warm.." She continued as Piero pulled Ale away
"It's time to let him go.." He said as Ale bent over and kissed Hugo's head
"Goodbye brother.." She said as Piero pulled her closer and then held her in his arms
"I don't even want to look!" Ale said as she buried her face on Piero's chest
"Shh.. it's ok.." He said as Ale looked anyway
"Noo! Hugo!" She broke down in tears as she tried to run to him
"Ale no!" Piero held her as Ale fall down on her knees again
"Hugo!! No Hugo! Wake up!" She cried as Piero got on his knees again
"Ale it's ok! He's in a better place now" Piero said as Ale turned to face him
"Do you think he'll want to see you like this?" Piero asked as Ale looked at his grave
"I'll never smile again.." She said as she got up
"I should have been there, not him.." Ale said as Gianluca approached her
"Don't say that.." He added as Ale looked at him
She broke down in tears again and hugged Gianluca as Ignazio and Piero hugged her too

All of that happened 6 weeks ago, Ale decided to sell her house and move into a nicer apartment all by herself, she needed some time alone to grieve
Piero never left her side since then, he visited her now and then and even spent long periods of time with her
"You should try and smile more.." Piero said as Ale looked at him
"Hugo wouldn't want this Alexia" He continued as Ale looked back at the table
"I'll never smile again..."