Let me go- Tom Kaulitz

That was never my home

"So tell me, what do you have in your mind?" Alex asked me
"I finished acting school and now I can focus one three things, acting, modeling and singing but the problem is that-" I said as I changed the speed
"Some people think that I'm dead and some people think that I'm alive" I continued as Alex nodded
"How so?" Eleonora asked
"I was shot twice and I survived every time" I said as she gasped
"That's horrible!" Ana said as I nodded
"I know and because of that I don't know if I want people to know me as Alexia Rubio" I said
"Alexia Barone more specific" Piero said as Alex looked at him
"Yeah Alex, we are engaged" I said as I showed him my hand
"Oh my! Congratulations!" Alex said as I smiled

I went to the studio and left Alex there and then, I decided to drive home
"So girls, I have 5 bedrooms and 6 bathrooms" I said as I drove to my house
"One of them was my brother's bedroom so I you somehow ended up in his room you can change it" I explained
"And every room has its own bathroom?" Eleonora asked
"Yeah" I said as I pulled out my phone
"I'll have to call to see if Lily is still there" I said
"Who?" Piero asked
"Lily, my maid" I said as he nodded
I called her and she answered right away, we spoke for about fifteen minutes and then I hang up
"She's still there, taking care of my house, how sweet of her!" I said as Piero smiled
"That's good, love" He said as I looked back at the others
"We'll be there soon, do you guys want to stop anywhere to grab something to eat?" I asked
"We can make something at your place" Gianluca said as Eleonora nodded
"Yeah, it's much easy" She said as I shrugged
"Alright" I answered

We arrived shortly after and I parked my car in my parking lot
"We're here!" I said as I got out and started to grab all the luggage
"Alexia! Oh my gosh!" I heard Lily saying as she ran up to me
"Lily! Oh my gosh babe!" I said as I hugged her
"Your alive! And you change so much!" She said as I nodded
"I'll tell you more inside! Can you help me out here?" I asked as she nodded
Lily helped the girls with their suitcases and then she showed them their rooms
I was the last one to get inside and when I did, I started to cry
"Home sweet home" I said as Piero stood behind me
"Haven't changed a bit" He said as I nodded
"Need anything else?" Lily asked as she approached me
"Just one question" I said as Lily nodded
"Did you repaint the walls?" I asked as Lily nodded
"I promised you that I'll take care of the house even after you die and I'm still here, I've come and cleaned it every weekend" She explained as I smiled
"You need a break love" I said as I grabbed my bag and pulled out some checks
I wrote something down and then handed it to her
"One million should be enough for you to go back in London for the holidays" I said as Lily looked at it
"I can't take it" She said as I smiled
"You can, now go and pack your things, I'll call an uber for you" I said as Lily smiled and then hugged me
"Thank you!" She said as I hugged her back and she, then went asleep
"Why don't you give her the house?" Piero asked
"Cuz this is my home" I answered
"Wasn't Spain your home?" He asked
"That was never my home.." I said as I looked around

This is my home, my house, my place, I belong here and I'm not giving up on it that easily