SBJX

ich lüge bullets

Its a week later and nothong have really changed. I'm still in that house trapped with ray ans trini but we found a hobby. They have a pool in there basement its soooo cool. It has lights and it looks like a cave. Sib was gone for this week he just randomly disappeared ans didnt came back. He returned today. He looks different. He's angryer. I dont know where he was that last week but i was just enjoing the time in his bed after i Swim in his pool every day. I was in the kitchen once grabbing something to drink and he just came and punched me in my stomach. It hurt so bad that i didnt could come up again without help. it was no help that there was still the bruise from the last time.

He did thinks that he would normaly dont do. He screamed more and punched more than usual.

But today i saw something that i will never forget.
"GET UP YOU WHORE!" He punched ray. Her head started bleading and she was crying really hard.
"SIB WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING ? STOP THAT!" i was never so scared to protect a friend. He turned his head to me and his eyes loocked red. He then walked up to me and stardet choking me aganst a wall. It was really hard to move and i was able to feel that i will soon faint. I tryed punching him but he had like a  protektion barjear of his ager. His eyes loocked dead to me and he was totaly dead to me. Everything good that this person could have in him is just not real. He's such a fucking asshole. He then let me fall go the grond and i could finally breath again. Ray came back with help of trini and they pulled me up. They brought me into alec's room ans they took care of me until i could breath normaly. The bruices all over by body was awefull to look at and every breath hurt. I dont know ho i got in here. I just wantet to go out.

*A few days later*

"Sam and vanessa lets go i'm taking you to a ride." Vanessa run after him like a puppy. She did everything he tolled her to do. He sayed; go buy me food she got and bought him food. Shes weird. We was at this second hand shop. I loved that shop secratly. "We are here you may spand as much money you need. We got in and of course there was securuty that loocked that we stay in here. I bought  clotes for allot of money. 4 parts of jeans. 5 nornal pants. And 17 new t shirts and
Accessories. Sib bought everything not even loocking at the pryce. "The fuck you need so manny clotes ?" "I tryed to speek but vanessa awensert with 4 full backs of clotes it was allot more then i bought. "I just wantet to look good for you babe!" "But your style is ugly and  everything you bought is ugly just like your face... babe~ but sam i like your clotes they loock good" i kinnda feelt good because i im better than this weird girl. I mean i am better but sib licked my clotes more ans i feelt good. We was back home and i went back to the pool. I was just casually swimming but then out of nowhere came vanessa. She loocked like a psycho her curly hair was poofed up her blouse was ripped ans her jeans wasnt ironed a long time ago. She loocked like a whild animal. "YOU BITSCH HOW COULD YOU TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME !?" "excuse me? Vanessa are you okay ?" She stardet yelling something like 'i loved him' you took him avay from me' ans stuff like that. "Bro vanessa what the fuck are you talking about ?" She stardet jumping in the water but then was a shot. Whe flodet ontop of the water and the water stardet to turn red. I look up and there was sib with a cigarett in his mouth. He loocked so good and scarry. "I Should have killed that bitsch sooner." I locked at him and he was loocking at me. I got out of the water. "Did you really kill her ?" "No i did not, these are ich lüge bullets. They contain this powerful tranquilizer
The Nazis used them to fake their own suicides when the Russians invaded Berlin. She will be okay.  they only burst open their skin, but most of them are so frightened that they faint." "Okay... why did you do that? I mean you saved me kinnda of her,i ..some way." "I dont know, we sort of had a fight and it was because of you. Because you are better than her." I was happy that even tho he was a jerk he still liked me. Kinnda.
"I wanna go on a ride to a lake, do you trini and ray like to join me?" "Yes sure" "there some friends of mine there will be a little bit alcohol and some weed if you want, there also normal drings like coca cola and paulaner spezi." I got dryed out and made myself ready. Trini and ray made themself ready too. "Sib we are ready!" "Okay jinx, lets go robert is waiting for us alredy." I got into the car with sib and i was sitting in the front seat. We listend so дайте танк and he knew one song its called слова паразиты ( parasite words ) he knew the lyrics a little bit. We was driving for almost 1 hour. We got there ans there was some people i didnt know anyone of them but they where nice bjt they always called me toysam. I mean i am kinnda a toy from sib but i dont really are. At least i thought so. There was sumerspy ans this is my favourite whine. I didnt nodiced when i got really drunk. One thing that i remember was that i was dancing on a table without a shirt. The party was nice and feelt like i was free for a little bit.

Sib's POV: We drove back home and sam was really drunk. I dont know about trini and ray because there not my toys. I was in my room smoking on the balcony. I feel this emptynes in my chest. I really dont feel good. All what i do is hurt people. Of course i saved sam but i injured vanessa. I mean she does really deserved that because she killed my friend because she thougth that i was flirting with him. She cannot get over that i'm gay. I mean i just dont like girls. I mean i like girls but not girls like vanessa. I dont know what i am and why. I just feel like i'm not good enougth to be loved ore love some one. And thats why i am like i am.

"I with someone would love me someday"

*Knock knock*
"Hey sib, sam is almost black out here on the floor  what should be do with him ?" "What ?" "Sam. Is. Almost. Blackout. On. The. Floor. What. Should. We. Do. With. Him. ?" "Thanks jinx, i'll get him in."