SBJX

Sib where have you been?

Sib's POV:I got out of my room to get sam. He was laugting but not in a way that people laught while there drunk. He was cute. I picked him up from the floor and carried him to my room. He grabbed my neck and gave me a soft kiss on the cheek. he mumbled something unintelligible. I laid him on my bed and covered him up. I looked at him for a while as he stretched out his arms and demanded a hug. "Comme on cuddle with me!" I took off my shoes and took off my blouse. I laid down next to him and we hugged. "Sib?.." " yes?" "You didnt even gave me a good night kiss!?" I was confused. "A good night kiss ?" "Yes kiss me a good night" i grabbed the back of his head and leant to his forhead and gave him a kiss. "No not like this" "how do you want me to kiss you ?" "Just give me a normal good kiss, is that so hard to do ?" Now i took his chin and kissed him softly. "Sleep now" "but sib, i want more!" I kissed him again, we hugged tighter and started making out with each other. he liked it. I sit on top of him and hold his hands over his head. He started breathing heavily when I started kissing his neck. and slowly went to his torso. I remembered he was completely drunk and I stopped. "What no why do you stop?" "Because you're drunk, you wouldn't normally want to do that. Go to sleep now." I kissed his forehead again and we both fell asleep while cuddling.

Sam's POV: I have the worst headache because of yesterday. Sib and i are cuddeling. I dont wanna leave this position. I statdet loocking at him I was shocked as i saw the sh scars on his arms and i think there even some on his torso. My eyes filled up with tears, i tryed to stop crying but i couldnt help myself. I tryed to cry as quite as possible and he didnt wake up. I guess he must have a strong sleep. I slidet with my finder on his arm. They where deep. I then went on his torso and slidet my finder there again. It loocked so horroble. I stardet crying again. I mean i saw him naced before but i didnt nodiced that back then. He stardet to waking up so i just pretended like i'm sleeping. He turned to me," sam, i know that you are asleep right now and you cant hear me, but you are just a toy. A guy i can play with at any fucking time if i want to. You mean nothing to me. If you wouldnt be so.. like you. I would have killed you alredy for your bad behavior." He kissed my forehead gently and got up, put on some clotes and left. I cryed again. This time not for but because of him. Why did he said that but kissed me afterwards?! I got my phone and just stardet to wach some youtube. After 30 minutes i got up too and i just pretendet like nothing ever happend. I was scared to meet sib because he was clearly angry. He was in some room. I dont know where. And he was screaming somethong in russian. Trini was in the kitchen. "Hey sam.. long night ?" "Yeah i have a Headache" " oh no my poor thing, i thing i have some medication in alecs room."  I denied the medication and got in the basement in the pool and there was ray. She was swiming with alec and jinx." Hey sam !! Come on in! Trini will be here too soon." I got into sibs room and i put on some swimming pants and went down to ray alec and jinx. We was having funn. Sib came down some times but he left without saying a word to me ray ore alec. He only talked with jinx in some language. I dont know what language they used. It could be germen ore romanian ore something but i dont know. We played volleball and after that i went up again and changed my clotes. Sib wasn't there. Jinx vame to sib's room " Have you seen sib? Its important." Jinx was really nervus and he loocked scared and confused.
"HAVE YOU MOTHERFUCKER ?" "NO STOP SCREAMING AT ME!" he run away. I layed down because i was tired. He didnt came back at the next day too. No one new what was witz him ore where he was. He didnt took his phone with him. It was like 22:38 and he came back. He loocked rough. It loocked like he didnt sleep since he left, his hair was dirty and his mackeup was smired all over the face. He came in his room and build a joint. "Are you okay ?" "..." "you can talk to me if you want to ore need to" "i'm fine" he loocked at me with empty eyes. He gave me a joint and stardet making himself a new one. "Thanks" i never smoked weed bevore. He litt his joint and smoked it. I did the same, i just tryed to make the exakt same things he did. We where then just standing on the edge and loocking into the night. He then took my arm and took me in his room. He pulled down my pants and stardet rubbing my dick. I usually don't masturbate so its really new to me. I got really excited. At first i didnt knew what to do but then i stardet to like it. He got up and pusshed me on his bed and then he gave me a bj. I came really fast. He stood up again and wiped his mouth with his hand. He loocked at me with his empty eyes and throwed me his pejama pants.  It was a pair of black silk trousers with a gold stripe down the leg. He laid down next to me on his bed away from me and breathed easily. I turned to him and hugged him from behind. He was quiet but he didn't send me away. He turned to me and kissed me. "Sam I'm sorry I didn't ask your permission, I shouldn't have just done it without asking." "It's fine, I enjoyed it. Don't worry." We started cuddling and fell asleep together.