The Boy She Drew

5.

I turned arownd. Slowly. My eyes were glued to the grownd between us. By just seeing his motor bike boots and black jeans I knew he probably had all the girls hanging on him to get their turn. "Oh, come on, Lèa. Please look at me..." Inch by inch I looked up. Black boots, black jeans and a black butten up shirt. Yup. Hot.

I watched his glad expression while he smiled his thousen dollars smile towards me. I wanted to smile, but after all that's happened I couldn't. I didn't realize I got lost in his beautiful blue eyes. They hold on so much. So many secrets. So much sorrow, yet so much happines. He was a mystery I was destinied to solve.

He wasn't only a mystery. He was, no, am someone in my sight. If you know what I mean. But I don't know anything 'bout him. What if he's a player? What if he breaks my heart. What if I give my first kiss to the wrong person? Oh, wait. Already done that. I felt the chills run down my spine. Tears threatened to spill over but I can't break down in front of Blake. I had to stay strong.

"Hey! You ok?" He asked. I opened my mouth, but it was to much. Tears began to run against my will. I tried hard to stop my sobs, but it was unsuccessful so I let it go. I cried out in front of the hottest boy on the school. "N- no. I'm not ok. M- mike came and he was drunk and he, he..." Sobs stopped me from saying more. Before I knew what's happened I was in a warm embrace. "Shh.. It's gonna be ok, babe. It's ok. I'm here."

I was done crying and Blake and I sat in the park and watched the stars.
"That was so embarrassing..." I started. His rough laughter filled the awkward silence. "Not helping, dude. Not helping!" But I laughed with him. "It is good to laugh genuinely again. It's been so long..." "I'm glad I could help" he answered and smiled towards me. I felt a weird tingling where he had put his hand on mine.
We locked out gazes and leaned in.
His soft lips met mine and warm filled my cold body.