Tom Kaulitz - My First Love

I Think Im Losing It

As i was staring at Toms eyes id hate to say but I think I am starting to catch feelings then reality kicked back in and then I relized I was staring into his eyes as he feed me and then he smirked and said what gorgeous then I looked down and said nothing  and then he brushed my hair behind my ear and he said talk to me gorgeous and I looked back up and said you kidnapped me and he said no you came here gorgeous. 

I said ' I wanna go home Tom in a polite' way and then he whispered in my ear and said ' you are home baby ' and then I sprung up and pushed him and said what the fuck did you just call me and deep down I acutally liked that he called me that but I couldn't let him win he kidnapped me.

Then he bit his lip and then said fuck your sexy, it turns me on when you swear at me baby and omg nobody's ever said that to me before I wanted him so bad but I just didn't want him to know so I just laughed and said I know I am and then I said thanks for breakfast but gotta go now then I winked at him and started to walk toward the front door of the house " it fucking was raining so I just shut the door walked back inside and then said I need a ride.

Then Tom smirked at me and he said on what and then all the boys stared at me and smiled and bill raised his eye brow and I said what, Tom got off his chair and started walking up to me and he was towering over me, looking down at me and lifted my chin up with his fingers and said while looking at my lips what do you wanna ride huh?  I was thinking in my head omg they thinking of something else and I laughed I said not you idiot and then his face looked angrily at me and then I said I need a ride home hello then he picked me up like a baby and said I already fucking told you " you are home how many times do have to tell you huh ".

Do you know what naughty girls get when they play up they get punished and then I said this ain't my fucking home, " what the fuck  your gonna get punished " I was a bit scared of what he meant by that " then he came up to me and I schrecked and said I don't wanna die and then he said well behave baby as he brushed stranes of my hair behind my ear then he pressed his lips hard against mine and his tongue slipped into my mouth and he realeased and then he was holding my face and looked at my face then down at my body and he said kiss me  " i said suck a dick and he said suck mine he said kiss me  then i said no " if you dont kiss me ill fucking kill you i just stared at him then  " softly pecked him on the lips and then he yelled in my face and said kiss me harder so i did then he grabbed me around my waist then his tougne touched mine and then he stopped and threw me on the bed and said this is your punishment so just deal with it with a smirk on his face.

He pulled my underwear off and took his shirt off with a fat smirk on his face and pulled his pants off but it was hard to think he was so attrative but he is just a fucking pyscho personaitalty I really wanted him to do it but I starting crying and said if you ever do kill please make sure I Have clothes on and he said shut the fuck up I ain't gonna kill you and then grabbed my hair and ripped my head down and starting sucking my neck and rubbing in beetwen my thighs but all I could do was do light but quite moans and I was breathing heavily then he stop sucking my neck and slid fingers up my you no what then he made sure i was looking at him and said " lets finish what we left of from lastnight and started pumping his fingers up there and I moaned so loud that Bill and Lora and the rest of them probably heard me and then Tom licked his lips and said 'say my name baby ' while he was pumping his fingers faster and faster and then I said Tommmm and while moaning then he pulled his fingers out and then shoved his you know what into me and man it felt way bigger then aceptecteded and he was on top of me touching my body while grinding faster and faster and I was trying my hardest not to moan but It was to hard I was trying to push him off but my legs felt weak as he was raping me I guess? he started doing it harder and it went deeper then I starting moaning I couldn't help myself but just to lay there and let him do that and i was moaning even louder and then he started doing ultra fast and I was screaming stop you fucking idiot while moaning and Tom smirked and said I know you love this and I moaned one more time and then he grunted and kissed my forhead " Dont be naughty next time baby and then i gathered all my strength and managed to push him off me and I bolted out the room.