Paradise Troubles

Chapter 19

Naniiiiii! Lex yelled my name.

Yeah? I yelled back looking up from my laptop.

Hey the door! She smirked opening my room door.

Who is it? I look crazy right now!

We'll hurry up and fix ya self cause uhh you got company boo. She smirked. I looked crazy as hell. I had on boy shorts, a tank top with no bra, and my hair was in a messy bun. I fixed my glasses and slid my house shoes on. I opened my room door and almost died when I seen Anthony standing there. He looked kinda pissed. I haven't spoken to him in about 2 weeks.

What's up wit you? He asked as I got closer to the door.

Nun I just been busy!

Busy huh?

Yeah...school work and...

And shit like ya dad tellin you stay away from me.?! You do what yo folks tell you to now?

Uhh yeah they my parents but it's not like that. Look I like you...I like you a lot Anthony and I don't think we going any where besides sneaking around and laying up in my dorm.

Wow! (He chuckled and licked his lips) Thats what you think? He asked rubbing his chin.

Yeah, that's what I know!

So this it?

Don't do nun stupid!

Stupid? Nah I ain't but uhh if you wanna call it quits we can! He laughed.

I don't....

Seems to me you do though! Been ducking and dodging me it's cool though.

It's not...
He leaned in and kissed me. "Bye Laylani!" He smirked before walking away. "Oh and by the way, I definitely thought you was different! I guess not though!" He said turning around.

Ughhhhhhhjh! I screamed slamming the door closed. I was pissed right now! Trying to do the right thing and please my dad! I know for a fact I just fucked everything up. I just needed a lil more time. More time to figure out what ima do...how to juggle him and not letting my dad continue to know I'm still with him.
Everything always comes to the fuckin light!

I laid across my bed pissed off. I couldn't even finish my homework, I was so mad.

What was that about? Lex asked opening my door.

It's like he basically just broke up with me type shit! It's like every time I like a guy something goes wrong.

If you want him betta go get him! I get what your dad is saying but sometimes you gotta learn from your own mistakes.

That's the thing I dont want it to be a mistake...I know, I know my dad thinks he knows what's best for me and that's why I don't question his concerns.....

But?

But nothing that's the thing! I like him I do a lot but If I ain't gone be the only one he talking to than what's the point?

That man is fine as hell, with money, he could have anybody he wants but he chose to spend time with you and do shit for you....enjoy what's in the moment and stop worrying about what he doing with the next. That ain't gone do shit but stop you from getting what you deserve and all the finer things in life from him.

So you saying I should just shut up and let him be with me and different girls.

No I'm saying play yo part and get what you want.

What I want is a nice faithful ass relationship....

Let me stop you there Lay, your young and in college live your life. Travel and meet new people! A serious relationship right now ain't worth it. Get that head, get that bread and leave cause you got a degree to work on!

I hear you Lex!

I'm serious Laylani! But ima always be here for you boo you know that.

I know...

Love you!

Love you more!
She smiled than made her way to walk out my room closing the door. I just looked up at the ceiling to n confusion. She was right. I'd never have a real chance with Anthony. Playing my part is just what I should of did instead of getting mad about the girl he was with a few weeks ago. But it's whatever now since we just let it go. I guess like my mom always say if it's ment to be it'll find it's way back.