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22:22 pm | June 12th |LA, Luxury Landing Apartments |
Session 33 played lowly from my alexa while i sipped on my Prosseco , my pink journal jutting as i scribbled in it.
It's been a few days since the whole ordeal with Mizani and honestly i can say that i'm done putting energy into the situation.
I already spent way too long harbouring anger in my heart for him and now all i feel for him is nothing - if he wants to be with that girl then so be it .
Brynn had told me that she saw on Nova's instagram that she's pregnant and i'm pretty sure the baby is his so i get it - he's got a whole family now.
I just wish he hadn't wasted so much of my time , allowing my feelings for him to grow just so that he hurt me in the long run .
It's fine though , i'm learning that some people don't come into your life to stay but intsead to teach you lessons that you didn't even know you needed .
My door bell rang - breaking me out of my thoughts just as i took another sip of my drink.
I sighed as i set my glass down on the coffee table before setting my journal down next to it.
The person began to ring again , causing me to say "Alright im coming .. gosh" i muttered as i took off the chain and unlocked the door - swinging it open to reveal a familiar face.
Adonis . He wore a basic fitted white tee shirt and sweats , in his hand he held a bouquet of white roses and lily of the valley's .
"Adonis .." i started , i hadn't seen him in a while so him just turning up at my house took me by surprise.
"Hey .. " he said with a small smile in response as he looked down at me .
I opened my door wider so he could come inside , he set the flowers down on the coffee table as he walked further in .
"I-i know that i should've reached out to you sooner but i only just -" i cut him off by pulling him into a tuft hug.
He was surprised before slowly wrapping his arms around me .
"It's good to see you" i mumbled into his chest . I didn't hold it against Adonis for not reaching out ; he hadn't even met Zenia yet - my plans for us all to hangout we're always pushed back.
Although her death really effected me , i've been really trying to grieve in a healthier way , i couldn't keep locking myself away and taking time off work .
Life goes on and I know Nia wouldn't want me wallowing in my sadness.
I pulled away gently , he still had a hood on my hands as we both moved back slightly .
"You been doing okay?" he asked me , his brown eyes staring into mine , almost as if they were searching for something.
I nodded as i looked away briefly "Yeah i'm doing okay , it was hard in the beginning but i'm managing " i told him honestly.
Now it was his time to nod as he brought my hands up to his lips "When i found out , i was so worried about you Mio caro" he told me as he let go of my hands .
"I knew i had to come see you so as soon as i could , i came down here" he explained.
"Wait .. how did you know where i lived?" i asked him in confusion , i knew he had never been to my house before.
A small smile broke on his face "Your mom told me " he replied , making me chuckled lightly.
"Of course she did " i said as he laughed , he then tucked his hands in his pockets "Well i should get going, i hope i didn't disturb your evening too much " he said while gesturing to my candles and wine .
I waved him off with the same smile playing on my lips "No you didn't disturb anything .. matter fact , would you like a drink?" i asked him . A small smirk fell onto his face as he followed me to the kitchen "Sure".
• • •
A few glasses of wine later
"Oh cazzo , keep going .. mm just like that amour " Adonis moaned as i rode him , my sheets bunched up at my waist as i moved faster .
Don't ask me how we got here , one minute we were laughing on the couch then we were kissing and then we were hastily taking off our clothes as we made out on our way to my bedroom
" Fuckkk , i'm gonna cum" i moaned aloud as his fingers gripped my hips - most likely leaving a mark , his left hand travelled up to my neck applying pressure gently.
"You gonna come for me baby? .. go on cum on this dick" he said , edging me on
I felt myself approaching my climax , i rolled my hips faster while i planted my hands on his chest , i haven't had sex in months - and with everything else that's gon on recently .. i deserved this .
"Merde I'm about to - oh my G.." he moaned out before he let out a low grown as i felt his cum shoot inside of me , i followed shortly after as an orgasm rippled though my body .
I collapsed ontop of him as his cum dribbled out of me , his chest heaved up and down as he tried to catch his breath .
His arms wrapped themselves around me as he rested his chin ontop of my head.
I breathed heavily as i wound down from my orgasm, my legs still gently trembling.
"You okay?" he asked me as my eyes began to close slowly . "Mhm.." i trail off as i began to fall asleep .
He chuckled gently before rubbing gentle circles on my back .. it was soothing and comforting , almost.
Then before i knew it i was fast asleep.
The only thing on my mind .. i had to remember to get that plan b in the morning .
