love is pain ¹ [poetry] ✓

xiv. my quiet dance

»silence has always freed
my quiet dance
with the pain i feel.«
- me.

xxx

i'm not good at talking
about how i feel
because i've always been locking
myself from my fears
but now there's this fear
that i don't know how to feel
and it scares me.

»when you feel a lot,
you also hurt a lot,
but when you
don't feel anything,
you're numb.
and that's sometimes
even more painful.«

xxx

to the ones i'm not honest to.