chapter song: chivalry is dead - trevor wesley
6:00am
i groaned as i woke up to buckwild playing as my alarm clock. i mean they do say you tend to hate whatever sound your alarm makes so why not make it taylor caniff. i wiped the drool coming half down my chin, brushed my hair behind my ears, put on my glasses and pulled out my phone. scrolling though my notifications they were all the same, shawn tweet, shawn tweet again, a couple twitter faves, then more shawn. my phone rang. it was kate. ok kate what the fuck do you want at 6am. after contemplating wether or not to pick up i decided to answer it.
"what" i said.
"ELENA ARE YOU FUCKING DUMB" she shouted.
"yeah kind of, i mean i am only failing english"
"YOU'VE BEEN TALKING ABOUT THIS DAMN DAY FOR MONTHS"
she was screaming so loud i could practically feel my ear drum bursting.
"what?" i replied, i was lost by now.
"SHAWNS CONCERT TODAY GOOD LORD YOU DUMB FUCK" she screamed.
HOLY SHIT HOW COULD I FORGET THIS WHAT THE FUCK. maybe it was because it was still six am and my brain still hasn't fully started working yet.
"I LOVE YOU KATE THANKS FOR REMINDING ME ILL CALL YOU WHEN IM ON MY WAY TO PICK YOU UP" i hung up.
i was finally going to be able to see the boy i've supported for three years now. i wasn't sure how to feel. did i want to cry or scream? i dont even know. i honestly want to pass out right now because too many emotions at once. i was kind of sad because sadly i was unable to buy vip so i wont be meeting shawn which broke my heart. but at least im gonna have the love of my life in my presence tonight.
it's sad to be only another fan to shawn and forever wishing i meant more to him but i guess that just comes with being a fangirl. you want things you can't have, and fall in love with people you'll never meet.
