fillie smut

hi hello old friends. 

I know what your thinking, ew gross what the fuck? 

I've had this story up for years and it was always a joke. I've gotten many hate comments, some I've responded to, and some I've left alone. some so nasty, I deleted.  I've also got people praising me for the click bate and whatever else I said here. I just want to say this story was never meant to offend, and I realize now even if it was a joke, it was never okay to post about kids in the context of sexuality of any sort.  when I wrote this, I was a kid myself. I think when this was first published back in 2018 I was 12 or 13 

the title and description have never been changed and was always what it is now.  

just for context

at the time there was this insane war with people who shipped Finn Wolfhard with two of his costars Millie Bobby Brown and Jack Dylan Grazer.  there were many people that were so Fillie leaning that they were homophobic to Fack shippers so I decided to make fun of and parody them in the description of this story.  

I have never once written smut about these ships, I was actually very against how far the shipping got in the fandom that I removed myself from it completely. they were not only kids but human beings, and the forcefulness got so intense that I removed myself from all of the fandom and stanning as a whole. 

I've been very back and forth on if I should remove this story, or if I should keep it up. but the longer I keep it up with no context on what my kid self was thinking in the midst of posting it, the more comments I get that no longer apply to my character and who I am. 

I know there are people that won't read past the first chapter, I know there are people that have forgotten about this time of their life when we were so consumed with these actors. 

we arent kids anymore. they arent either. but they are still human and I respect people's boundaries enough to just add some context and explanation to something I did in the height of the Stranger Things & Fillie fandom that was just uncalled for.

on that note, fuck you to everyone who sexualized and continue to sexualize these people, and fuck you to everyone that tore me apart because you thought I was too