★ I wanna be yours ★ ||| friends to lovers TOM KAULITZ X Y/N

chapter 32 ~ ☆ stars around my scars ☆

we wait for the bus at our usual bus stop i look over and see a rude ass comment written on it i grab my graffiti marker from my backpack and write " Rude ass bitches!" and again in german and spanish " rlly?" bill ask and puts his hands on his hips i nod " yes!" " moon ur gonna get in trouble!" " idgaf!" i said and put it away before the bus comes i wink at tom this time im wearing sweatpants and a light blue lace in the tank top

the only reason im wearing sweatpants is cus i got to lazy to choose and outfit AND cus i dont feel like wearing jeans it's been bothering me recently " ur literally wearing pjs!" tom says " and?" " i would wear pjs too! and js cus she's wearing sweatpants dont mean there pjs! i would fall a sleep in that tbh!" bill says it was getting hot in germany but sweatpants r way to comfortable to not wear " the ac is on in the school so i cant rlly fall asleep" they laugh i hit bill he still laughs

we are on the bus when a crazy ass guy decides to get up in the middle of the ride the bus is shaking im sitting next to bill our backpacks are in front of us next to bill so no one bullies him im sitting next to tom " hey baby, i saw u from over there" he points at his seat where he was sitting next to his friend i awkwardly smile wave at him his friend was smiling " couldt help but notice how beautiful u are" i cringed at his line and it was so obvious cus i twitch the twins were giggling

" uhm thank u?" i question him " hold on there! i wasn't finished maybe i can get yo number?" he talked all gangster and shit his tight sweetpants were sagging and his shirt was baggy enough to cover his ass " no thank u, wannabe gangster!" i say " playing hard to get?" " no im not playing anything im js not into putos like u! who the fuck u think u is pull up yo pants! with ur spongebob boxers!" i say he looks offended " listen hear u little slut!" he says i chuckle at how he cant get a hint

" no u listen! why u calling my girl a slut?!" tom steps in " mind ur business!" " SHE IS MY BUSINESS!" " so ur-" before tom could madly insult him or punch him the bus driver says " HEY TAKE A SEAT YOUNG LADY!" he " accidentally" mistaked him for a girl he saw what happened " im a guy!" " u look like a girl now take a seat!" we were at a stop light he sits down " THANK U HE COULDT TAKE A HINT THAT I DIDNT WANT HIM!" i yell she puts a thumbs up and drives he turned bright red and everyone in the bus was laughing at him including his friends on how he got rejected

" i was abt to punch him!" tom says " chill out!" bill says i js laugh we make our way to german class we have our class together and bill sits next to his crushhh shes a pretty brunette and pretty nice! she never makes fun of him shes been talking to him recently so there becoming friends while i sit next to tom BEHIND those two my shirt is a V line thingy and since im a size C my boobs show AND i have a push up bra guys kept whistling at me it made me uncomfortable and it made tom mad a guy send me a note " call me my number is *******" it was snatched out from my hands by tom he read it in anger and threw it out

i lay my head on the desk shivering and close my eyes all of a sudden i feel a warm cozy cotton sweater wrap around me i look over to see tom he took off his sweater he didn't look at me js at the board " thank u!" " u were shivering, and guys were hitting on u too much ur mine" he said in a low voice js for us to " thank u anyways." i kiss his cheek he smiles and looks down im proud of myself " i kinda wanna dye my hair brown" i say out of nowhere js loud enough for the four of us to hear " rlly?" tracy says i nod " u should!" bill says

" yea its make u 10 x more attractive im into blondes at brunettes" he winks " so im not ur type?" i say " no no no! u are i love-" he quickly says " im kidding idiot!" i laugh " i hate u!" " no u love me!" " okay whatever!" tom says we all giggle

we are in math class bill has a different class and tracy is across the room the teacher passes out flyers on mental health " TODAY! we are not learning math! WE ARE LEARNING ON SELF HARM!" the teacher glances at me i cover my arm tom looks at me " show me ur scars?" he whispers i look over " what?? why?" " i wanna see how many times u needed me and i wasn't there" he whispers softly i hesitate " pls!" he gives doe eyes i nod and roll up my sleeve and show him he grab a marker from the side of his backpack and draw stars around my scars and on my scars

" there!" he says happy i smile and hug him and go back to the lesson ( time skip to lunch) " did u guys have to learn abt sh to?" tracy ask we nod bill notices the stars " whats that?" he ask and points at it tracy looks over " what's that all abt?" " to cover sh" i whisper embarrassed at my past tracy gasp i look over " u used to cut?, ME TOO!" she rolls up her sleeve i sit straight and smile im glad im not the only one ik she's trynna make me feel better " omg!" i say happy she pulls out a marker " draw on them?" i nod i draw some stars and some dicks " WHY R U DRAWING DICKS ON ME!" " my friends do it to me! i wanted to do for a while now!" i laugh she throws food at me i missed it i grab some chips and throw i at her she misses to the twins js smile and giggle at us

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: OMG MY MOM IS MAD AT ME BC IM NOT SLEEPING 😭