𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚔𝚎𝚛 | Tom kaulitz

Back home, or am I

Time skip

When we got home we heard loud music playing, we walked in and everyone greeted me, they threw a party for me. I hugged everyone and smiled, "did y'all really do this all for me?" I tried yelling over the music, "yeah" Bill yelled, I poured myself a cup of champagne and danced with Bill.

We were having so much fun, we were laughing at each other, I looked over to Tom who was looking at me, he looked serious. "I'll be right back"

As I was walking over to him he went up to his room, is he okay? Why is suddenly acting distant? I went over to Scarlett who was dancing with Teresa, "hey Scar, can I talk with you in Bill's room?" I hope she heard me.

"Yeah come on let's go" she took my hand and walked in Bill's room, we sat down on the bed, "what's wrong?" She asked, "when I was dancing with Bill I looked over at Tom and he looked serious, I was gonna go up to him but then he just went to his room"

"I don't know if he was mad because I was dancing with his brother" I looked down at my thighs, "do you want me to go talk to him?" She put her hand on my thigh and smiled at me, "will you do that for me?"

"Of course, you're my best friend" I then hugged her and thanked her, she knocked on Tom's door and walked in.

After a few minutes she finally came out, "he wants to see you" I smiled but she was serious, is something wrong with him? Was he mad? My smile faded and I knocked on his door.

"Come in" I hesitated but I managed to go in, "are you okay?" I sat next to him, "what the fuck wrong with you" he was mad, "what do you mean" I was genuinely confused.

"Why the fuck were you dancing with Bill like that, you acted like a fucking slut" his words hurt me really bad, I felt a pain in my chest, "Tom what the fuck are you talking about I was just dancing with him"

"Don't talk to me like that Raven, you need to show me respect" is he serious? He's disrespecting me and he expects me to respect him, "you need to show me respect" he then slapped me across the face.

It stung so bad, it felt like I was back in my old home, "you piss me off Raven" I pushed him to the ground, "Tom I don't know what the fuck is happening to you right now, but I'm not gonna let you treat me like this"

He got up and grabbed my hair, "I'll treat you however the fuck I want" when I looked him in the eyes, they were pure evil, they were filled with anger.

He threw me on the bed and got on top of me, "Tom don't fucking touch me, not when you're acting like this" I was scared to be honest, I didn't know what he was gonna do to me.

"I touch you whenever I fucking feel like it" he kissed me and then my neck, I kneed him in the balls and as he grunted in pain, I ran for it.

I opened the door and ran out, hopefully he won't come out and beat me in front of everyone, Gustav walked up to me with a concerned look, "omg Raven what happened?" He gently touched my cheek, it hissed in pain.

"Turn down the music!" Gustav yelled, Bill turned it down and they all looked at me, shocked. "Raven omg" Bill ran towards me, "what the fuck happened?"

"I don't know you brother is fucking crazy, first he's nice and then he acts like a bitch and beats me" I was mad, my eyes were tearing up because it hurt me seeing him act like this towards me.

Gustav, Georg and Bill looked at each other, "what- why are y'all looking at each other like that" I needed answers, "look Raven um" Georg said, "this used to happen to him a lot, his mood changed everyday, it hasn't happened in a long time"

Was I the one causing him to act like this? "Why does his mood change?" "Is it because of me?" I was crying now, "no Raven, he's just really bipolar but don't worry, it'll be okay"

He hugged me tightly as I cried.