Insecure~Taekook

Come back

~Taehyung

1 year later

I wasn't able to lose mutch weight. But what I was able to do, was get my doctor's degree.
I graduated as the top of my class. Today I am leaving France for good.
I will move back to my hometown and start working there.
I already got the free spot. They were in desperate need for a doctor. All of the other doctors are near their retirement, so young blood is just what they need.
I gratuated as a surgeon.

My mom came to pick me up from the airport. My heart left it's place when I saw the man next to her.
Father.

He hasn't visited us in 10 years, yet I still recognize him. Such a miracle it is. "Taehyung I heard you became a doctor. I am proud of you", he says.
I should be happy, but I am mot. Instead my face gains an angry expression.
"THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING HERE? YOU left us! You never came back. And now you are here pretending like nothing ever happend?" I cry.
I don't let tears out as I scream to my father.
"Well the truth is that I have a huge depth to pay for the towns ritchest man Mr.Jeon. Since you are a doctor maybe you could help me a little? Your mother said that you would be happy to help", Father tells.
I glance at my mother. I just shake my head.
"Thank you, but I would rather take a taxi now", I say as I walk away from them.
Who the fuck does he think he is?
Returning to my sight just for the sake of money?
Not even " hey sorry son that I left you" ?????

I bite my lip in frustration.
Knowing that the worst was about to come.

"Hey Taehyung I am glad that you decided to move back here", Jimin says as he sips his coffe. We are in Seokjin's family cafe. "Yeah as a just graduated doctor it is hard to get a job. So this is a good opportunity for me to gain experience", I announce.
"Well I am glad you are back", Jimin admits as he pets my hand. "Yeah yeah whatever", I say.
"So how's the love life?" Jimin asks as he winks. Why does he always hato to ask that cursed question?
"Well nothing new".
"Nothing new? Yaiks you really loved that Jennie didn't you?"
"Yeah yeah",
I lie.
I had already forgotten Jennie. I just don't care for love anymore. It is just a marcheting thecnique that the westerns created for money. Love is just an illusion.
The chance of such foolish thing as l o v e existing is as low as a chamel growing wings and flying.
"You must have atleast had some one night stands?" Jimin questions.
Actually no I haven't. It is not like anyone would even want to do that with me.
I shake my head as an answer.
"I could never", Jimin states.
"You are you I am me", I quote.

Thank god I got to go to my own new appartment.
Jimin had invited me to spend the night with the old crew. I declined the offer.
I unpack my staff and look at my new house. There is just one bedroom. The bedroom is really small. There is only the bed. I put a fake plant on the wall. Like those types of vines you buy from amazon. Now it looks more confy.
The kitchen is really small with just the basic stuff in it. Near the window is a couch. The bathroom is also small with a really pathetic looking shower.
But this is only temporary. Since soon I will have enough money for a bigger appartement. I just need to pay off my college depth.

I am just relaxing untill I hear moaning in the house next to mine. "Agghhr yeasss", a man moans. I laugh a little.
The problem is......... THE NOISES WERE UP ALL NIGHT!
And the funniest thing.... There was only one noise.
Okey I have my first day at work tomorrow and I really need sleep. Should I go knock on the door and tell him to shut up?
"ARRGHHHHH!"
Okey I can't take it anymore. These walls are like paper.
I bet his bedroom is right next to mine.
I let my impulsive thoughts win as I go to his door. I puntch it a few times.
Then I can hear steps. The door opens revealing a  boy wearing only a pair of pyjama shorts. He is in a fine condition. I stare at his toned abs for a minute untill he interupts me.
"The fuck is your problem?" he asks.
I raise my gaze to his face. His face doesn't match his body. His face is cute, but he clearly tries to deny it. He has a few piercings on his lip and ear. His right arm is covered in tattoos. Fuck the man is sexy.
"O-ohm I just..... well I am a s-urgeon and tomorrow is my first day at work so........ I just came to request that you would .... k-keep it down", ........
His cute brown eyes widen. Like a scared bunny. As if his whole character changed between that line.
"Y-you heard everything?" he questions.
"Yeah these walls are like paper", I tell. He looks super embarassed. "Hey it is okey I am not judging you", I tell the boy. Somehow he looks so cute when he is embarassed. Yet at the same time he is so sexy.
What is wrong with me? I don't want any new dissappointments.
"Wanna come in?" he asks me. Okey I was really bored......

So I nodded and went inside his house.