Star 1117 (Ateez Seongjoong)

looking at the stars in the night

After a year, three months and forteen days later Seonghwa graduated from high school. Him now being free to do anything he wants, even tho he was already a busy little business man.
Saying he's going on Jeju again, didn't run good with his boss. But when he explained that he was wanting to make up with his loved one, that he due his short time on the island left, his boss was understanding and gave him two weeks off, not more and not less.

Hes got two weeks.

...

Arriving on Jeju the tall man got into his hotel, that he booked for a few days. Before he wanted to search for a appartement, Seonghwa wanted to see Hongjoongs reaction towards him.

Seonghwa layed the hours before he would go to the beach in his bed with both eyes open. Not wanting to come to early or to late as he watched the time slowly passing. Waiting for it to show 1:55 A.M. The walk from his hotel to the sea was only two minutes, but still, he wanted to be on time.
As the time passed at a really slow pace, the tall man jumped from the comfortable matress and ran to the beach as if his lige was depending on it.
And it actually was. His whole future was.
When his shoes made contact with the wet sand he slowed down, searching for the bench.
Although Seonghwa didn't really think the smaller boy would be still going there, but to his luck, Seonghwa was wrong or he thought so.
Because when the old wood came into his gaze, with a person on it, he was a little bit shocked.

Is it Joongie? Does he still come here?

The man was as tall as Seonghwa remembered Hoongjoong, a little different stil tho and the person had darkish hair, did he dyed it?
Hwa walked to the seat a little scared.

"Hongjoong?"

The man with the darkish hair turned around, confused who would've called him. He looked at the person standing in front of him in disbelief, but not a second later he was dead serious.
"Seonghwa?"
The bitter sound in his voice was hurting the taller, but he deserved it, didn't he. "What are you doing here?" Hongjoong added.
"I came back to see you and fix what i have broken" The said man replied with a heavy heart.
"Don't you think you're a little late for that?" Joong looked at Seonghwa with raised eyebrows, standing up to get ready to walk away.
"Probably, yes, but i still wanna try, you know, i'm still madly in love with you" The taller male confessed silently while he grapped Hongjoongs hand to provide him from leaving, never breaking their eye contact.
Seonghwa noticed that the spark had almost entirely disappeared from his lovers eyes and the worst part, it was probably his own fault.

"Love?" Hongjoong scoffed upset: "You left me alone without saying anything!"

"I know and i'm dissapointed in myselffor it okay!? I should've told you, but when i wanted to i was already at the airport and also i didn't knew how. I didn't wanted you to waste your tears because of someone like me."

The now blued haired boy, atleast they shimmered like that in the darkness, jerked himself out of the still black haired mans grip, but this time he didn't move or tried to run away.
Eventually as longer as Seonhwa watched his eyes, he could see emotion slightly shining trough.

"But i would have cried either way.... Wasn't it pointless?"
The blue haired was sounding desperate.

"What?"

Seonghwa didn't really knew what the male could've meant. And slow but surely the peecking emotion vanished again.

"Our time, wasn't it just wasted?"
Hongjoong answered.

"No, it clearly wasn't. Because of you i felt not alone anymore and we had fun, didn't we?" Hwa fastly replied.

"You know what, just go back, i think it'll be the best for both of us."

He doesn't mean it, does he?

"What- No, you can't just say that! I'm not going to leave you again, like ever. I really want this time to be with you, forever. I want to love you anywhere, anytime and want to protect you, doesn't matter from what, i'll be there. I promise."
He said nothing, i continued, still having hope and faith in our love.

I didn't wanted us to end lovesick.

"Joongie, you're my star, without you i can't see in the night. I need you, please don't leave me alone like i did to you, i'll do anything, just stay with me, please.."
Seonghwa begged desperate, the tears in his eyes making their way down to his cheeks.

Hongjoong sighed, he hated the sight of Seonghwa, why does love do something like that? How could it hurt someone that bad?

"And you're my heart, without you i can't live... Also otherwise i wouldn't have made these"

He softly huffed, intertwining their hands and pointing to the beet redish bracelets withhis eyes. Both of them were wearing one. Then his hand wiped the tears away that were still running down Hwas face. Hongjoong smiled lovely at the, right now, weak boy.

"I'm going to give us one last chance, alright? But don't think i've forgiven you already and also let us take our time, let this going on our pace. This time we have enough time, so don't rush anything."
Joong teasingly scolded. Hwa knew half of it was just said out of fun but the other part was dead serious.

Although Hongjoong didn't forgive the black haired male yet and even placed some 'rules', he was happier than ever and also super thankful, that Joong wanted to try again and gave him a chance that's not going to waste.
Showing all this with a big smile, making Hongjoong laugh a little.

Oh, how they've missed each other and their little habits.
And slowly after months passed by both started to think they may be soulmates, because the bound they were having grew closer and closer.
Both were having a happy and joyful life together, even if their relationship was having up and downs on some parts.

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a/n: sorry for the somehow appruped ending, but my ideas for this story just like vanished.