i want to convey all my feelings to you now

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Seonghwa was outside in the middle of a night. He walked to his favourite place in a park near by his dorm in Soeul. As he was walking he placed this gaze at the beautiful stars, thinking about his'.

He shook his head, he didn't want to think about him.
Although he loved remembering the good and happy memories.

They were just memories by now.

But also they were something that he wasn't going to let go of.
It was even hard and hurtful to think that this what they had is going to be forgotten.

Eventually Seonghwa came to his destination, meant a little space in between some trees near the han river. He loved that place. He had a beautiful view of the river that reflected the pretty stars in the dark sky. Everything was just in peace, well, everything except Hwas mind. He again wallows in memories but this time into good ones.

...

It was five days after him ang Hongjoong confessed their love to each other.

Seonghwa was all alone. He planted himself into the smooth sand beneath him. He came a little sooner to the beach to get a nice glamorous picnic done. He's got tasty strawberrys with any type of chocolate and delicious other fruits.
He even spread a large fluffy blanket out, in case it was too cold.
Then finally after a bit of time Hoongjoong approached Seonghwa. Lastly said boy spyed at Joong. He was drop-dead gorgeous.

Hongjoong also took a glimpse of his lover, he looked absolutely stunning. His black middle-long hair was sleeked back only allowing a few strands to fall out. Fascinated from Seonghwas beauty, Hongjoong could took gis eyes off him. And that wasn't unnoticed by the older boy.

"You like what you see?"

Hongjoong got a deja vu.

His cheeks flushed into a dark red-ish color. The mad blushing boy instituted shyly : "Of course" and pulled the slightly taller to himself to plant a kiss on Seonghwas lips.
Their lips melted into themselves and they twiged together what had felt like eternity. They began to get more and more messy and slapdashed until they needed to breath.
After they calmed down Joongpeeked behind Seonghwa, seeing a prepared picnic blanket with probably delicious food. Seonghwa saw his lovers gazed and asked: "should we sit down and eat something?"
"Yes" Hongjoong simply replied. After they sat down Hwa rested his hand onto Joongs thigh leaving a tingling feeling everywhere he touched. "So-" Hongjoong started, still a little taken back from the hand on his leg "are we having a date right now or is it just a picnic with a close friend?" Seonghwa snickered. "You don't really think friends are doing these things or do you, darling?" He responded, drawing dangerously near Hongjoongs face, sliding his hand that rested on on Joongs thigh higher.
Hongjoong slightly panicked, what was he doing?
Joong quickly grabbed Seonghwas hand, when his fingers went higher lightly touching Hongjoongs crotch.
Seonghwas lips were brushing against Hongjoongs, he smiled in an irritatingly smug way before he carelessly smashed his lips onto Joongs. Deepening the sloppy kiss Seonghwa was leading and dominating the weak boy by now. Meant he pushed Hongjoong onto his back climbing on top of him.
The black haired boy ran his dirty hands all over the innocent boys body.

They both were enjoying this moment endlessly.

Seonghwa slipped his hand under Joong's shirt, massaging his nipples and squeezing them between his thumb and forefinger while making the other moan.
It sounded like music to Hwa's ears, music he'd been waiting for too long.
"Who do you belong to, honey?" Hongjoong's stomach tingled. His face flushing in red. "Y-you," he silently murmured.
"Sorry, I couldn't understand you, please say it louder," Seonghwa asked him dominantly. His eyebrows raised a bit.
Joong knew he was just teasing him, but he didn't care at the moment. He loved the feeling of being like this, exposed in front of his lover who looked at him hungrily.
"I'm all yours, Hwa"
Seonghwa's grin widened, his tongue licking over his lips wetting them.
"That's right, darling." He stroked Hongjoong's exposed stomach a few more times, enjoying the goosebumps that spread over his body. Leaning down, Seonghwas wet lips liked and kissed over Joons chest. Playing with his tongue over the poor boy nipples again, biting them. Earning a quiet loud groan from Hongjoong. They were both turned on but before continuing, Hwa dismounted from Joong. Leaving the blond boy speechlessly looking up to Seonghwa with big puppy eyes.
"I don't think you want your first time in public, baby," Seonghwa replied. Joong didn't even realize they were still on the beach.
"Probably, but it was great" he agreed. Seonghwa nodded still with this dirty gaze on Hongjoong.
"Wait, how do you know it's my first time?" Hongjoong asked curiously.
"You just exposed yourself, baby, and also i just assumed so" the black-haired chuckled. Hongjoong blushed even more, if that was even possible.

He slowly sat up again, sighing loudly and pulled out two dark red bracelets with white beads and a star out of his pocket. He gave Seonghwa one "I made these for us" and smiled happily and proudly at himself. "It looks beautiful, darling, thank you so much." He said while he slipped the jewel around his wrist.

"You did such a great job, love.” Seonghwa smiled now loving at his lover, stroking Joong's hair. Hongjoong immediately melted into his lover's touch.
"Love?" The blond one asked, looking at his not-yet-boyfriend.
"Yes, you're my love. Because i love you, Joongie" Hwa softly responded.
Hongjoong took an admiring glimpse at Seonghwa, how could he say it so easily?
"You don't have to say it yet" Hwa wanted to encourage his lover.
"Naww, i love you too. I don't know how i deserve you."

...

Seonghwa smiled thinking back at these moments. Ignoring his now red glossy eyes, he stood up and walked back to his dorm at a slow pace.
He thought about everything he wanted to think about, so he just left.

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