Fanservice Paradox

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     The effect of the BMA awards made Kaledo the biggest winner of the winter.

Because of the first stage exposure at the awards ceremony, the winter team won 13 consecutive championships at the end of the year with fierce competition. The sales climbed and broke the previous record set by Kaledo.

They had no time to rest at all and immediately devoted themselves to the long concert preparations. The original plan was to have the first concert in Beijing, but because of problems with the venue coordination, the first concert was adjusted to Guangzhou on June 3rd. During the half-year preparation period, Kaledo made new arrangements for each song and invited a world-class choreography team and a backup dance team to participate. Every member was dedicated to completing Kaledo's first concert. Xingtu also arranged for a photography team to record, not only to record the process of their tour from scratch, but also to record the sweat and tears of this group of boys.

Fang Juexia had imagined the scene of their concert a long time ago, but he did not expect this day to come so soon. Sometimes when he fell asleep and woke up in the rehearsal room, it felt like everything was a dream.

During the concert preparations, something happened. Fang Juexia, who had almost retired in order to practice, was urged by Cheng Qiang to do a one-on-one live broadcast in the rehearsal room. He was not very good at telling jokes, so he asked his fans to tell him what had happened recently.

The bullet screen scrolled quickly, but he still noticed a person's message, saying that he was very sad and felt that his heart was being pulled and tortured every day.

That person's ID was a combination of a string of numbers, and Fang Juexia's memory of numbers was the most sensitive.

"Why are you sad? If you can, please tell me what happened. " Fang Juexia said seriously to the screen, "I'm not very good at making people happy, but I'm a qualified listener."

But in the two-hour live broadcast, that string of numbers never appeared again. Fang Juexia remembered it for a long time and told Pei Tingsong about it. Pei Tingsong could only comfort him, maybe that fan was in a bad mood that day.

Two weeks later, a letter was sent to Star Map. It was a letter written by the fan behind the digital ID in the live stream. She was a middle school student with a gender identity disorder. Her biological sex was a boy, but her cognitive sex was a girl. In the letter, she wrote that when she was very young, she realized that she was different from the boys around her. She didn't like basketball, she liked dancing and singing, she liked dresses, long hair, and cosmetics. But in order not to be different, she tried very hard to imitate other boys, trying hard to get rid of the label of "sissy". She thought that she would be able to live an easier life this way.

But she didn't. As her self-awareness grew clearer day by day, she became more and more unable to tolerate the fake peripherals that she had created.

At the end of the letter, she wrote:

"I don't know if Juexia Ge can see what I've written, but I'm very grateful to have a listener who lets me know that it's not time to give up on myself."

After reading the letter, Fang Juexia couldn't sleep the whole night.

The next day, he wrote a song and tried to fill in the lyrics for the first time. When he showed it to Pei Tingsong, he just smiled and said, "You should sing it for them during the concert. This is not only for the child, but also for yourself and for everyone. "

At the end of April, Star Map and Kaledo's official Weibo announced the news of the group's first tour on the Internet. They released a poster of the backs of six people, and the theme of the concert was written on it: "Ego."