And then I met you:a generation loss story

Part two/chapter eight:Rose..? I'm dead..?

  "What the..."He sounds very confused now. He's looking all around. But he can't see anything. And then there's just a lot of emotions behind his words. So much sadness and anger, just pure hatred."What..what happened..?" He asks this as he looks around. "Rose?" There's a tear rolling down his cheek, almost. Almost. But it's there, and it falls. "Rose?" He looks around again, and then he it's like he's hit with a wave of emotions. So much anger, sadness, rage, and fear. And just pure hatred, and his hands clenched into fists. He's staring at the wall as he processes all those things. All that anger, all that sadness, all that terror and then he just cries. So much anger, but he's crying now. Crying,yelling, almost. He just wanted this to be all over. Why did it have to be like this?
  The kitchen door opens slowly and someone who looks like rose walks out and gives a tiny wave "you okay?"
  He stares at this person for a second, before then he jumps up when he sees the person. "Rose?!" He's in a panic, but there's a lot of hope behind his words. He starts to run over, but then he stops. "Is...is it really you?" He's stuttering a lot, but he looks a little bit afraid. There's so much fear behind his words, and he was confused.He wasn't sure if this was another trick or not, but he had such high hopes that it was actually her.
"I uh no sorry dude last time I checked my name is not rose but it does sound like a pretty name" he smiles and gives a thumbs up
  He's completely crushed. As he hears those words, his heart just breaks into pieces. He starts tearing up again,There's confusion in his tears."Why..." He asks, as a tear rolls down his cheek."Who are you?" He looks around, but his voice is so much quieter than it was before. "What's.. happening..?"
  I back up a tiny bit "I don't really lie.... It seems like she meant a lot to you I'm just a minor my name is Jake..." it sounded like rose and it kinda he was kind of like rose but it was a guy it couldn't be rose could it be her... a younger version of her
"she meant everything to me.." He sounds so sad, and all those other emotions are still in his words,He looks away. He seems so much quieter, but, that's when he...I see a hint of panic behind those words. Like he was starting to realize something, and he just needed a few moments to try to process it. "Jake?" He asks, his voice almost a whisper. He just sounds scared.
"Yeah Jake a weirdo who has wires on the back of his neck and has been in this cabin for a long time and he's also half human"
"Wait.." His voice sounds confused. That same part of panic, but there's a lot of confusion behind those words. One thing sticks out to him. "Half a human?" He asks, trying to get some things straight.that what rose said she was right? Half human, just like Jake said right here.it just has to be a coincidence right? "Okay, this will take me a few moments to process." He starts calming down, and there's so much sadness in his voice."But... you're telling me the truth, right?" He just wants to make sure.
"Yeah wouldn't lie I was tested on and found in the woods and then I ended up in here" he says it like it's the truth because well it is he's not trying to convince ranboo he's just saying the truth
He's quiet for a moment. Why was this so much to process?Once he does find the words to say there's a lot of emotions behind them. "So many questions..." He says, his voice still a little quiet, but now there's sadness, and anger combined with a hint of hatred. He tried to calm himself down, but it wasn't working. He shakes his head. "Sorry, I'm... I'm just.... I don't understand anything." He says, but there's just so much anger and sadness, and all of the other emotions mixed into the words.
"We all don't understand anything like I don't really understand myself like I mean I don't feel like a boy but I mean it's wrong to feel like a girl right?" He shrugs still smiling at ranboo
  His eyes widen a little bit, and he sounds confused. This just takes him for a loop, and that's when all those other emotions mix together."You.. what..?" He sounds so confused. "Are you saying you don't feel like a boy..?" He asks, slowly now. He's almost sure that's what Jake was saying, but he was not 100% sure.
"Yeah I don't feel like a boy not fully at least" he changes the subject "tell me about rose I wanna know more about her"
"She's..she was the best thing that had ever happened to me." He says, as a tear rolls down his cheek. "She was so intelligent, and she was so kind, and... she was so strong." He says, as so many emotions are just behind his words. He's looking down, and he's breathing heavily. "She was everything to me...." He says, as he starts to calm himself down again. "I don't know who I am without her, and..I just.. I loved her."
  He goes to hug ranboo but then he stops himself  "she sounds like she was an amazing girl" he rubs the back of his neck as he continues to smile trying to make Ranboo feel better
He just steps back. There's so much confusion, and emotions running through his head. "She is..she was...." His voice is so quiet. "So amazing.." Then he just starts tearing up again. He's just trying to calm himself down. "I....I miss her, so...so so much."
"I'm sorry for your um loss..." he raises his eyebrows as he looks at ranboo "but you're really bad at connecting the dots aren't you ranboo" he laughs and then he turns into a older version of Rose.