toxicity

Unexpected

I'm at breakfast and it's the first day of school after homecoming, the fight with Lindsay and me living here.

"Are you okay honey?" My mom asks.

I think to myself, Am i okay? Well if feeling bad after everything that happened makes me feel okay then i'm more than fine.

"Yes mom." I lie.

"You sure? You seem a bit zoned out." She states.

"Just that i have a test." Another lie, technically bot but it's not the only thing stuck in my mind.

"Okay, well eat your breakfast and go get ready." She smiles.

I go to the room i sleep in, i don't even dare to say it's my room, to take a shower.

I take a look to the bathroom and try to put on the shower, it doesn't work. Fuck.

I go downstairs to Mia. "Hey Mia, the shower doesn't work."

She frowns. "I checked it yesterday and it worked perfectly fine. Well i'll get a plumper to look at it. Use Chase his shower for now."

She says it like it's the most normal thing to do.

"Okay, thanks." I want to roll my eyes but i should be thankful.

I go upstairs and i knock on Chase his door.

No answer.

I knock again.

Again no answer.

"Fuck it." I whisper under my breath.

I see no one in the room so i guess he'll be downstairs or something.

I open the door to his en suite.

"Hey i'm here." He practically screams while he's covering himself with his towel.

Oh my God.

Oh my God.

Oh my God.

I'm looking at Chase his... his... weener.

I close the door immediately after realising i'm staring at it.

My breath is going faster and i feel my heart racing.

I'm not going to lie it's... big.

"I'm sorry!" I shout trying to make the situation less awkward even though that's impossible.

I walk out of his room and i get myself an outfit while i wait.

I hear him walking out and i wait before i don't hear anything.

I walk out and i see him standing in front of my room.

"My shower is broken and your mom said i could use yours." I say.

There's a silence.

"I swear i didn't know you were in there." I try to defend myself.

"It's fine." He says but he's not looking in my eyes.

Before i say anything i walk past him into his room and closing the door a bit too fast.

I let out a breath i didn't even know i was holding.

I take a shower and get myself ready.

I'm wearing beige wide leg pants with a black cotton sweater and my long grey coat.

I go downstairs to put on my black platform converse.

One thing i'm obsessed with are converses. I have platform converses, normal ones, white and beige ones. I used to have a pair when i was a little kid and i guess the obsession is still here.