her

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I may not be good enough for you but i try
I may not have the same pretty blue eyes
Or the same smile
Even the same quiet giggle as she looks at you when you say that joke
That you've told me millions of times
Even though I sat there and risk thousands of worlds for you
To you she still seems like the one who tries
But why i ask
Why do i sit here and cry while you do everything with her as you once did with me
As i stand there so quiet
And guiltly
But you sit there and break my heart and say you love me
But i risk everything
I may not be good enough for you but i tried
More than she has
Giving you flower
Proposing on my knees
Light in my eyes
While I speak the words
"I love you"
Crying over you even when it isn't right
Your not worth it?
But my heart says your right

Screaming "i love you"
While she says it silently
I'm a soft whispered voice
Showing the world I'm with you
When you and her are hidden away
Now your gone and i'm still not good enough
When I'm breaking my self
It's still not good enough
The letters i wrote
The tears I've cried
It seems like every time
A part of me dies
I love you more than just some secret love
But you hide it off from the world
But why I ask

Why do i try for you
While you want someone who doesn't want you
Just maybe one day i hope
You'll see my love
And finally provoke yourself
To come back to me
And hold me In your arms

Even when I'm in tears
I tried
Even when i said I'll move on
I grab the gift you gave me
I move on your like a wave who pulls me back
Chains me down
And clip my wings so i can't fly and destroy my mind
And break my soul
You say you love me
But you stare at her
Even before we broken up
You liked
Her
Even when we were together
It was always
Her

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 28, 2023 ⏰

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