My Secret

26

*Fast forward to the time Jimin confess to me*

Its been a week the words he told me and my mind keeps disturbing me, I couldn't do my work properly what has been said, my heart just couldn't handle how i may fall for him and just trying my best to move on 

After quickly stop my overthinking I have been busy with work and trying my best to move on from jimin and just avoid him during school and ignoring my parents and my sister call just continue my life with school and company

If your talking if I'm still doing the things i shouldn't do , I tried my best to avoid and just write on my feelings in a diary keeping myself occupied and just calm myself with some music

Night goes by after hours doing design on my upcoming fashion runaway, kinda feeling hungry i close my office and just went down and cook something. After staring alot of selection what I want to eat I might just eat some dumplings with side ramen

Waiting the water boil , my doorbell rang. I went to my main door seeing BTS including Jimin that I wish I would never have seen him

"Chaewonie!" Jungkook excited to see me and just squishing me

"Hey guys , why are you guys doing here?" All eyes on me including Jimin just staring soft

"We were really bored , we kinda hungry and we here to visit we haven't seen you in days," They webt in my house and just made themselves a home

"You know you guys can see me tomorrow right, since I'm cooking you guys hungry?" They all nodded , Seokjin push jimin signal him to help me in the kitchen Jimin face questions and he just nodded and went to the kitchen

When he went to the kitchen he was standing there don't know what to do.

"Hey" His trying to make the conversation

"Hey" I replied while opening packets of ramen

"Do you need help?" I nodded and instruct him to cut the sausage while I cook the noodles and heating the dumplings

The silence was so awkward me and him just silence didn't dare to say any words

"How are you Chaewon?" Him asking

"I'm doing alright busy with homeworks" Talking while stirring the noodles hearing him talking he smiled just continue and he accidentally cut his finger

"Ouch" I turn to him seeing him holding his finger stopping from bleeding I sign and went to my cabinet grab some ointment and plaster

"Sit down pabo" he look at me and sit down show his finger cut

"You should focus while cutting what were you thinking" He was staring at me while I place some ointment to cover the cut

"I was staring at you while you were talking" him staring at me while I place a plaster to him

"Are you avoiding me?" I look at him again

"No I'm not avoiding you ,I'm busy handling with homework and upcoming exam" Yes I'm avoiding you Jimin

"Just so you know the words I say I mean it I'm trying my best to change anything to make you change your mind that this playboy changed" I stare at him I wish I could believe him but what has he done to me just made me sad

"Jimin stop with this , I can't trust you what you did was awful that I would never forget you may think it's easy to forgive you how about the things you did to me will i forget it? No Can we just stop talking about this , let us forget this and you do you and I mind own business do your normal life" I walked out the door bringing food for dinner

Everyone cheered the food ready and Jimin walk out to the dining table just quiet

*Author point of view*

The loud noise from other members but only a boy Jimin just quiet staring Chaewon seeing Chaewon chatting with Namjoon about how amazing art  exhibition in Seoul has

Jimin know he would've not done this to make Chaewon remember what he has done forgetting his own childhood best friend to bully her , He started to feel awful what he has done , staring his food he loss his appetite just stand from the dining table just walk out the door staring the sky at night with bright lights

"You know I can clearly see your not in the mood" Yoongi walk out to see Jimin standing

"Ouh hey yoongi" Him admiring the sky just clearing his mind

"I know you have been having hard time and feeling bad over Chaewon" Yoongi join with him

"I can't seem to make her sure I would change just for her , she never gonna forgive me ever again" Jimin felt defeated

"You know I can say it's your fault for doing this but all I can say she's trying her best alright she needs time to heal , you can't force her to accept you then show her your willing to change throw those dirty habits you had" Yoongi pat his back

About his girlfriend? Yeah Jimin broke up with her , he thought it's best to be that way after what he's doing he felt he should let this be him healing Chaewon healing he made sure everything will turn good just him change for a better guy

The boys went home feeling tired and wave Chaewon goodbye. Leaving Chaewon alone just sit empty living room slowly tears just fall out , dramatic thinking her mind crying just for a guy she felt pathetic and just wipe her face and went to bed

To be continue___

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