My Secret

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{KIM CHAEWON POV}

i sit on the floor seeing Itzy had a fight with Seulgi with her gang and Somi jump on Nayeon and fought i scream "STOP!" They stop i stand up "stop girls you guys don't deserve to fight because of me" i make ryujin stop punching Seulgi the bell ring and Seulgi and her gang stand up and glared at me Jimin ran to me "you okay?" he hold my hand and i pull my hand from his grip and look at Ryujin bleeding "Ryujin im very sorry you have to risk your health because of me" i ran to the rooftop again 

i hide my face again i didn't care i just open my bandages seeing my hand is covered with stitches and puprle pale i signed "why do i feel nothing hurt should i die?" i look at my arm did i have fun suffering myself is this why im ready to die? suicide thoughts came to my brain yet i feel a drop and it was raining again i didn't care so i just stayed really wet uniform and blurry glasses with wet drops and wet shoes yet the bell ring for school break did i just stayed long i look at the time it 9 i just spent my time here raining for 4 hours 

{PARK JIMIN POV]

she ran until Ryujin grab my hand and slap me "that's for you knowing this all your fault shes suffering because of your GIRLFRIEND?!" i looked down and made me space out "Calm down Ryujin come i will bring you to the school clinic" Taehyung help Ryujin and Jungkook help Yuna to the school clinic and left me alone i went in the class seeing no Chaewon sitting beside me suddenly a new girl came and saw me and wink at me 

she was not my type i look at her digust and she introduce her name "my name is Yari and i move here because i move to my new house near here i only walk here for 3 minutes" she bowed and everyone look at her smiling then she went to sit beside me and i told her "sorry Someone is here so go there" i glared "well i see no one" she wink and she went to sit with Nayeon

2nd-period start i was bored and didnt payed attention to teachers learning so i hide my face and i look at the empty desk still no clue where is Chaewon is raining heavily and remembered what happened last 2 days her face is really familiar but i choose to ignore the bell ring telling its time for the lunch break its really rainy today and i see that Hoe Yari run tome and flirt

i didnt flirt back i was too tired and even if i try to use girls words Chaewon said cam to my head i stand up and went out walk to the rooftop i open the door seeing raining pouring heavily seeing the sky dark and i see a girl wet very wet hiding her face with her knee i grab an umbrella and walk to her 

{KIM CHAEWON POV}

I cried all day now suddenly felt the rain didnt hit me i look the rain still pouring but why it didnt hit me "you okay?" i look up to see Jimin again he was shocked and he open his uniform jacket and cover me because im wet he help me to stand up and look at my arm "why did you open it?" he worried and hold my arm "im okay i just wanna see" i lied to him and he saw my other arm bleeding " CAN YOU STOP CUTTING" he said i scoff "why would yo-" he hug me and he let go the umbrella and both of us wet "Jimin your wet" he still hugging me "i don't care and now i care about you" i was gonna tear up but i haven't trust him fully the bell rang and leads to next class i pulled the hug

"arent you going to the next class?" i look at him "Lets ditch class let go home i will follow you" he grab my hand and bring the umbrella and went my car and drove and arrived at my house i unlock my door and open the lights i showed the room and give Wonho's old clothes and i went to my room shower the shower hit me and i kept thinking whether i should trust him or not 5 minutes later i went out and wear simple hoodie and i felt cold and i cough a lot Jimin came in with this outfit (imagine his hair is blonde)

he look at me seeing me sick he look worried and went down and told me stay at my bed he will get soup minutes went by he went in with medicine and soup he feed me "aaa open your mouth" i open and ate it he smiled 

suddenly i felt so sleepy and told him he can stay here for awhile after the school finished and i continue sleep 

[PARK JIMIN POV]

I went to look at Chaewon seeing her sleep i smiled and went down to clean the dishes how can a big house and she all alone i put all away the plates and medicines fell from the cabinet i pick up seeing her box full with medicine i look at it seeing labeled sleeping pill and painkiller and resits under therapy name did i make her depress the guilt rise sorry Chaewon i will change and always there for you and now i will try my best to make you trust me suddenly my phone ring it was from the boys 

"hello yes what?" i said "WHERE ARE YOU?!" Jin shout "ow my ears im at Chaewons house wae? i ask "we will come there soon stay there if you hurt her we will leave you and never talk to us" he warned 'I KNOW IM SORRY" i hung up and sit at the couch and another phone rang from Seulgi "WHAT?!" i shout "WHY didnt you help get up im hurt oppa" she please and faked cry "Seulgi i use you so don't disturb me" i said to her "ouh because you like Chaewon ouh well perhaps she doesn't suit you, you belong to me not her nerd" she said "what if you like her huh" i talk back "i know what im gonna do" she hang up and i feel my heartbeats fast and heard a doorbell 

1185 word wuhuuu i didnt know it would be on heeheh Luv all my readers and i will try to improve <3