the hot ninja got taken || a ninjago lavashipping story

chapter 3

Warning :
Just nya begin a little bitch to her brother but she love him :)

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Now kai feel hopeless he got a chance to confess his felling but he ruined it so he stay at his room blaming himself
"I'm useless freak who cant even admit his fucking felling " kai is crying, he take off his shirt to show a body full of burns and cuts now he get the knife on his room started crying again every cut he do it you hear a silence broken sound the pain making him feel insane but it's was the only way to feel right about himself he basically cut himself everyday and night now he is cutting himself more and more and more
"Kai" sound of the earth ninja calling him he turned his face to answer him thinking the black ninja still in the living room to find all the ninja in a big shock and jay in a sad face they have seen everything
"Guys... I can exp... " said kai but he got cut of nya running to him hugging him very tight and that what made him scream a little of pain nya understand and let him go really fast and said in a broken voice that hard to understand bc off all her crying "you stupid why do you do this to yourself"
"Nya" said the fire ninja in a very tiny voice
"Kai why would you do that"asked cole
Kai didn't know how to answer
"You promise me to stop!! " yelled jay
"You know about this! " nya yelled more now she is mad
"I.. I.. " jay was scared he knew that his girlfriend would be mad at him bc he didn't tell her about this
"Nya jay doesn't know anything I told him just today" kai finally said something
"Kai.. " said the ice ninja in a sad tone
"But why would you do this" asked Lloyd
"Pls let us help you" add pixel
"You can't.... Just fucking leave me alone!!"
"Kai.... " cole is still in shock
The fire ninja use his element now he started burning himself again and that made his sister cry even more and yell
"STOP KAI PLEASE STOP I'M YOUR SISTER DON'T DO THIS TO ME!!!!! "
"I'm sorry sis but I need to"
"But brother.... "
Nya didn't finish her line to see her brother all body except his head was in ice
"Wth zane!! " kai shouted
"Sorry kai but this is for your own good "
"Ugh... " kai was pissed he need to do this bc if he stop he will have a panic attack ever time he feel like doing it but don't
"Now question Time" said nya "first since when did you been doing this for"
The red one didn't say anything he doesn't wanna to answer any questions about his cutting and burning habit
"Kai brother pls tell me I'm scared about you "
"Two years" said kai
"Huh? " nya didn't understand
"I've been doing it for two years now"
"what!!! "
Kai didn't just answer just like that he been given himself time to melt the ice now it's melted
"Pls all leave the room let me talk to nya alone"
They all did as he say now he is with his sister alone but they stayed in front of the door they didn't want to hear anything but they should in case something get out of control.
Kai set at the bed "come here nya"
Nya set next to him putting her head in his shoulder the place that didn't been cut neither did it been burned
"Nya listen sometimes people run from there problem by doing this like me and they can't control it"
"But you don't have any problem you always just smiling not giving shit about anything and I'm sure this problem of yours is not being the green ninja"
Kai was in shock so did the other outside but jay open the door and enter the room. Kai was like his big brother he will defend him even if its his girlfriend so he said in anger
"Nya stop you don't fucking know anything about was Kai been through you always see what was showing outside lnot what inside that why Kai open to me not to you he been through a lot actually so pls stop"
"Huh.. Like what "
Jay looked at the poor guy who was tears falling from his eyes but jay nods to kai to speak about it he is with him so the red ninja speak
"Well maybe I was all my life taking care of you making you have the best life ever that I lost mine maybe the government is not letting me go about everything our parents had to pay and I need to pay it I work a fucking 5 part time job without forgetting the ninja work or maybe having a heart attack every time people ask me about my sexuality they think I'm straight well sorry I'm bi and I can't say anything bc people will hate and that will affect you little miss I've always think about not affecting you about anything I do but it always not enough but to you im always a stupid silly big brother you always need to take care of him well fuck this i was been taking care of you for fucking 15 years I was just 8 I lost all my childhood bc of you bc our parents died bc of you we were in the car and you start playing with the car bottoms and didn't let dad drive when mom realize that she give you to me but that was to late the accident had happened mom and dad died and we stayed alive with miracle... " kai stopped realizing about what he said he didn't mean to blame his sister about anything she was a child how can she know what she was doing. Now the two siblings start crying while the other was in shock even jay didn't know about all of this. Kai Hugged his sister "I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm really really sorry I didn't mean to say to you that. you were young ofc you will not know what you were doing"
Nya just hugged kai ofc she still blaming herself if not about her parents death then about being a bad sister so that kai open to jay not to her
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End of chapter
Well so many angest but who knows what will happen next wait and see ;)
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