Chapter 47
A moment of blankness appeared on Chi's mother's face. She looked back into the room and said, "It's cold outside, come in first."
Gu Yuan then entered the house, and saw the mess in the house, apparently it hadn't been cleaned for a while.
Pulling on her slippers, Chi Ma walked slowly to Chi Yu's room on the first floor. She knocked on the door twice first, and then pressed the doorknob after a while.
The door opened, and there was no one in the small room at a glance, only the bed was messed up.
Obviously, Chi Yu went out without her knowing.
Chi Ma closed the door, came back and told Gu Yuan that he was not at home, and wanted to pour some water for Gu Yuan, but found that the house hadn't boiled water for several days.
"Auntie, there's no need, I'm leaving now." Gu Yuan stopped Chi's mother who was going to boil hot water.
So Mama Chi sat down on the sofa next to her, glanced at the black and white photos on the TV cabinet, and told Gu Yuan, "His father left. He committed suicide two weeks ago."
Gu Yuan didn't expect this to happen at all, he lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry for visiting at this time."
"It's okay." Chi Mama's voice was dry, but she didn't shed any tears. She couldn't shed any more tears, "Let's talk to Auntie, Chi Yu has been shutting himself in the room these days."
Gu Yuan originally wanted to go to Chi Yu, but after hearing this, he stayed.
"I might have broken that child's heart." Chi Ma lowered her head, looked at her hands on her lap, and talked about what happened on New Year's Eve.
That day when Papa Chi came to the door, Chi Yu drove him away, and within a month, he committed suicide.
When one person died, it was difficult for the remaining people not to associate these two things together: if he was let in at that time, would he not take that dead end.
He was terrible as a husband, as a father, but by no means wished him dead.
"I blame him, but I know it's not his fault. He just wants to protect me." Chi Ma said, "His father left suddenly. He never shed a single tear in the funeral home or crematorium. I think How could he be so calm and ruthless, I couldn't help but blame him."
Gu Yuan listened silently without saying anything.
He knew that it was impossible for Chi Yu not to be sad, and it was very likely that Chi Yu would feel that it was his fault.
Such a big thing happened these days, he didn't know it at all, and he only thought about his own feelings.
"I can't always control my emotions, and I often regret bringing him into this world." Chi's mother said, "When a person gives birth to a child, he should try his best to ensure the child's health and happiness. And his family is not happy. , I always bring him negative things, these days he has closed the door and refused me to go in."
Chi Ma talked a lot, Gu Yuan stayed with her for an hour, and waited for her to say all the words accumulated in her heart before she said, "Auntie, these words should actually be said to Chi Yu."
Not just talking, but actually doing.
Chi Ma nodded, looked at the portrait on the TV cabinet, and sighed in a low voice: "Dead people can't be resurrected, and if time passes, there will be nothing."
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