Lexy is running towards me full of joy.
"Girl, you need to come to this party" she gave me a paper with an invite on it,"It will be the best party this year, we are gonna get ready at your house at 5pm tomorrow "
"Um, okay"
Voice filled in my head. What will I wear? What if I fuck something up? What it???
This will be my first ever party and I don't know what to think about it. I'm an introvert and Lexy knows this really well. But one party, it won't fuck up anything, or will it?
Next day at 4 pm I was full of stress, I called Lexy in total of 15 times. When she finally arrived we first were choosing our outfits. She chose a pink dress and I um I wanted to put on sweatpants but of course Lexy did not agree. So I put on jean shorts and a oversized t-shirt with a bell on. I straightened my hair and made some makeup which Lexy made because I can't do makeup.
When we arrived guess who I saw first, yes I saw Alex, Alex Morgan my step-brother kissing a random girl. No it wasn't any of the girls I saw in his room I don't know which day.
Then I lost Lexy, my only support. I met a boy, his name is Daniel. We talked and he invited me to get a drink. He gave me a glass with a wine and talked a bit. He is a music producer and song writer, he told me about his new song, he is sweet, he also has a dog and is a animal lover, he is nineteen so he is two years older then me, it's not that bad. We exchanged numbers and social media profiles. In the corner of my eye I saw Alex fucking that girl in his car. In that moment I wanted to wash my eyes out, but I couldn't. I don't think his mom knows what his son is doing , but I think this is how it needs to be. He saw my talking with that boy. He laughed at me. I looked at him with the "I'm gonna kill you" eyes.
After Daniel went home, I was left there alone and drunk as fuck so what a best friend would do, I went to try to find Lexy. You guessed it, I didn't find her, not even Rowan, I knew what they were doing, somewhere outside fucking, I laughed on my own thoughts, So I got my stuff and started walking home. I put on my earpods and put on some music. I like Yeat. So while I was walking home, I tried to walk straight so I don't bump to anyone while walking home.
A car stopped right next to me. It was the car fucker or my step brother Alex.
"do you need a ride?"
"No I'm fine"
"Yes I see, you are drunk as hell and you are walking to a completely other direction where our house is" he answered, "but if you are okay, then"
"Okay fine, you won"
I sat next to him and we argued the whole ride home until I fell asleep.