Hobie x suicidal reader
⚠️cutting, failed attempt, eating disorders⚠️
(Also the reader doesn't know that hobie is spiderman so "work"
Is him going out spidermaning)
♡third person♡
Ever since you could remember, you hated yourself. You hated everything about yourself. But there was someone you knew that loved you. That loved every part of you. And even though you didn't know why, he knew that his feelings were set in stone.
You were sitting in the bathroom with hobie as he was getting ready for the day you were sitting on the closed toilet waiting for him to finish. As he finished brushing his teeth and doing the rest of his routine, he gave you a kiss on the forehead and left for "work.""
Hobie knew that you had struggled with depression in the past, but all he knows is that you started taking medication, and from what he could tell, you were getting a lot better. But what he didn't know was that you recently started getting worse. You stopped taking your medication and stopped going to work.
♡time skip♡
Hobie had come home from "work." He had some flowers in his hand that had seemed to be quite old. But when he opened the door, he couldn't find you on the couch he looked around the house and found you in your guy's shared bedroom laying in the bed on your phone.
"Why weren't you at work today?"
"Oh me? I quit." You said your voice staying neutral
"What do you mean you quit?"
"I quit."
Hobie looked at you for a second before sitting down beside you on the bed. He looked at your phone for a minute before losing interest.
"Well, if you didn't go to work, what did you do today?" He asked, his voice laced with concern
"I stayed in bed."
"Well, did you at least eat anything?" He started to get more worried.
You think for a minute.
"No."
"You didn't eat anything at all?" His voice got a bit louder.
"No, why does it matter?"
"I have been gone since 5 this morning, and it is currently 10pm, and we sure as hell didn't eat dinner last night."
"Yeah, I don't see why it matters."
"You don't see why it matters?"
"No?" You sounded confused as to why he cared so much.
Hobie sat for a minute, confused about what he should do. After about 10 or so minutes, he got up and went to the kitchen. He made a small meal that you would normally eat and came back into the bedroom
"Here." He handed you the plate.
"I don't want it."
"You don't want it." He raised his eyebrow.
"No, I'm not hungry."
He took a deep breath and set the plate down onto the nightstand.
♡time skip♡
The next morning, hobie woke up and noticed the food on the nightstand still there. He sighed before grabbing the plate and throwing it away. He then let the room not decide to wake you and went and did he routine. He finished doing all he needed to do and made sure he had extra time to make you breakfast. He sent you a scheduled message for when he thought you were going to wake up saying that there was food for you in the fridge. And left for work
♡time skip♡
♡hobie pov♡
I had just finished "work" and was on the way home when I noticed a riot going on outside a building. I thought it was another villain, so I sighed and walked over to the scene. I was in shock when I saw someone at the top of the building. I couldn't make out who it was, but I could make out the silhouette. My mind raced as I knew who was at the top of the building. I quickly swung to the top of the building, but I was too late she was already falling down. In an effort to grab her, I swung below her and grabbed her by her waist, pulling her close to me and swung back down. As I got to the ground, there were people all over asking questions, but all I could do was push through them and make sure she got home safe. Still dazed, she looked at me in my mask and just sat their silently. I brought her to her house and gave her a hug before "leaving" in reality I went to the bathroom and changed pretending to come home. When I got back go the room I immediately went to her and hugged her tight. She started crying and grabbing the back of my shirt tightly. I picked her up and brought her to the bathroom cleaning her face with a rag as it was covered in sweat and dirt. I brought her a shirt to change into and she changed into it. I looked at her and noticed she was bleeding. I immediately went and grabbed the first aid kit to patch her up but when I saw where she was bleeding from she started to jerk away.
I looked at her not knowing what to say and just wrapped her arms up and held her. I picked her up and brought her to the room.
"Luv i love you so much." I said as I sat down in the bed with her in my arms.
"And I am so sorry for not noticing earlier." I continued.
She silently hugged me and cried into my shoulder.
"Thank you" she mumbled in between her tears and cries.
♡time skip♡
The next morning I woke up she was still in my arms and she was sound asleep. I placed a light kiss on her forehead waking her up. She looked at me for a minute before remembering what happened the night before.
"I'm sorry." She whispered
She looked away as if she was embarrassed.
I ran my fingers through her hair and grabbed her chin and turned her face to look at me.
"Don't be sorry, it's okay, I just want you to know that I love you so much." My accent was thicker than normal I could tell. She looked at me for a minute before I leaned in and gave her a kiss on the lips. She was shocked for a moment before she decided to wrap her arms around my neck. The kiss went on for what felt like forever before I pulled away. I looked at her for a moment before laying her down.
I sat beside her running my fingers through her hair and down her sides. I then layed next to her and pulled her in. She wrapped her arms around my neck as mine were around her waist. I snuggled my face into her hair. "I love you so much I love litraly every part of you."
She hummed in response
"I know you probably don't believe me but I want to love you till the end of time. You are the one thing I want to stay consistent with in my life."
I gave her a kiss before laying down with her.
"I love you too" I heard her mummble before we both fell asleep in eachothers arms.
(Sorry if this is kind of out of charachter for him I just have no clue how he would act in this kind of situation)
