The Origin...Of A Weapon (A Becoming Normal Prequal)

Life Without A Purpose

Jessie's p.o.v

I was sitting there in my home as i was looking out of the window. It was a rainy night and i was glad about it. The past few days for me had been crappy. I lost my best friend and someone i wanted to spend the rest of my life with in the same day. How funny is that? I knew i shouldn't have told her what i wanted to do now that she and Oliver are a thing now. I bet there already talking on how much of a clumsy idiot i am. I deserve it with everything i did. Just then as i was in my home, i got a knock on the door. "Come in i guess", I said as the door opened. I was looking at myself in a window when i saw a shadow as to who the person was but i knew who it was. She was holding what looked to be a picture frame and i didn't want to see it so i then picked up one of my dog's toy balls and threw it at the frame, causing it to shadier. "Gonna go easy on the picture of the two of us", Liz said as i recognized her voice. "I didn't even bother to look at her right now as i didn't say anything. "Are you even gonna bother to look at me anymore", Liz said. I then turned around and gave Liz a very angered and annoyed look. "You look like you haven't eaten anything in a while", I said. Liz then looked down at the ground. "Where have you been? I wanted to speak with you", Liz said. "Just been out proposing to everyone in this town", I said. "Then you have other plans i see", Liz said as she then started to walk away. I didn't understand why but i guess that i had said something wrong as i then quickly ran after her. I chased Liz down to the hallway near the front door as she stopped. "Your a good CEO Liz", I said. "We both know that's not true", Liz said. "Look Liz, you have to understand that i like you. A lot. I tried so hard to find out if you had the same feelings and look where that ended up", I said. "Well you don't have too pretend anymore", Liz said. "What", I said. "Because the bot's are gonna be my last project that i will do", Liz said. "Your not doing anymore projects", I said. "Without you, no. "Why", I said. "Because we made great projects. Without you, i don't know if i can continue that", Liz said. "I'm sorry but I'm not returning to the Simmons Center ever", I said. "I know what i said back there but you have the potential to make great things. Don't throw that away because of what happened", Liz said. "I'm truly sorry but it's just too hard for me", I said. "We can always do easy things you know", Liz said. "Liz, i still love you", I said. I regretted saying that as then i felt like the tallest person in the room. I just couldn't go back to that building as long as Liz was there. It was just too hard to still go on with my carrier there. "Jessie, please, your are best employee we ever had. Don't throw that away because of me", Liz said. "I think you should go", I said. "No. I'm not leaving until i make you see the light", Liz said. "Go before things get dire. I'm warning you", I said. "No, your my best friend and I'm not leaving you to fight this darkness alone", Liz said. "Your not fighting it, you are the darkness", I said. "Jessie, please, your in this to help people, right", Liz said. I stood there in silence as i couldn't respond in that moment. "Well the way to help right now is to listen to me", Liz said. "Go or i will bring the authorities", I said. "Jessie, this isn't you. You need to hear yourself right now", Liz said. "GO NOW", I said. I then saw the look in Liz's eyes as she looked betrayed in that moment. It felt like time was nonexistent in that moment. It was just waiting on the next move. A move that wasn't coming soon, but rather later. I knew what i was doing in that moment as i wanted Liz gone from my life. I couldn't stand to see her face anymore as i would call the cops on her and have her taken away. She took away the one thought that kept me through the day and night and now she was going to pay for it. Liz was putting her hands up in a defense position as i could tell that she didn't want to have a problem. "Please, my best friend, my best employee, my best scientist, don't do this. This isn't you. This isn't who you want to be. I know it and i know somewhere there you know it as well", Liz said. "You need to get out of here, NOW", I said. I then saw the hope in Liz's eyes fade away as she dropped her hands and her face. "As you wish", Liz said as she walked over to the door without looking back. She opened the door then closed it. A few moments later and i could hear the sound of a car driving away in the distance. Tears then started to come down from my eyes as there was nothing i could do but cry. I had just lost any chance of Liz and me ever talking again. I just wanted to work things out but i was too much of a pushover to make it happen. I'm such a failure. I gave up my whole life to marry Liz and for what? Just to let my anger get the best of me here. I then went to my room and closed the door. I didn't want to come out . . . 

Forever i would stay locked away from the world...and myself.