DARE

two

~if if i held your face in my hand and looking into your eyes it must be a beautiful scene that crave me over your side~

That's the first thing came to my mind ugh how stupid i am but how can I resist to younger's cuteness who is admiring the beauty of the sky and the moon light spread across of his face he looks like an angel and his side profile I feel like I'm melting at this side it's been ages I never felt that way to anyone it's so soothing I can stand there for rest of my life staring at him, I'm smiling nonstop but again

"Why don't you admit that you like me already" still not facing me

I was just looking there" atp I felt so stupid because I was pointing out the outside restroom near the garden

"You can go there if it's urgent" he laughed but I don't get angry at all cuz his laugh and giggle gives me butterflies in my stomach how can someone be this adorable

"Ye-aah I-i came here for restroom n-oo for a walk, no-no I mean yeah for fresh air or you can say i can't sleep that's why I'm roaming around" i don't believe i did it how embarassing it is i should just go back yeah it's good as i was about to turn

Btw I'm Lee donghyuck you can call me haechan , it's been 2 months since college start i was wondering why mark didn't introduced you, well I'm curious i went out with other dreamies instead of you I'm closed with them they probably told you about me didn't they? I must say haechan is good at starting a conversation now I feel relieved cuz I'm comfortable now since he's talking about random stuff

yeah kinda they told me there's a guy they hang out with, but i didn't know it was you and for mark he's more consider as a big brother for me he knows that I don't like to interact with new peoples what if he asked me about why don't I like these stuffs what would I say

everyone have their own reasons, but I like how you slowly got overcome from your problem like you're talking to me a complete stranger who doesn't even belongs to your department, isn't this great improvement? I Don't know what it feels like but somehow I'm trying my best to understand your pov A geniune and most precious smile appeared on his lips

Thank you it's rare to see anyone not judged me, other says I'm rude cuz whenever they approach me i just ignore them but i know they only wants to be friend with me for their own good I might be selfish or you can say over protected towards myself but that's not a lie either i said while looking down to my lap and the next thing I know his arms around me what a side hug I felt my cheeks heaten up at younger action

Don't think I'm talking advantage of yours but I heard someone "hug is all it takes to comfort someone" he giggle

If i say I'm uncomfortable would you let me go "no" as an answered it's crazy how I feel warm instead of a urge to push him, there's something that attract me towards you Lee you don't know but I'm soft for you

One condition if you want me loosen up my grip you have to... I hold my breath to continue younger

Nothing just sing a song for me mark once told me you have an angelic voice i would be very disappointed if you taken aback what should I say it's just we spend some hours ago and he's asking me to sing

Okay no problem but pls next time as it must be quiet hard for you we just met even tho I knew a little about you but you don't, he pulled back from hug

I can't promise you but someday soon I will sing a song for you a small bread smile i swear I don't get tired of his smiles

Okay you should go now it's late already I'm going too if I don't my roommate locked the door and won't open until morning I don't want to suffer he laughed and bid goodbye to me in few seconds taller figure disappear I feel relax and decided to go back

I unlocked the door still snoring was audible I'm used to it.. I step to my bed I don't what got me excited I hold my bagback from the desk and sat next to window while watching moon I opened my diary and wrote

"The moon gets it light from the sun just like you and me, my sun who energized me I don't have my own strength I need you when I'm in darkness, I got scared when I attached with people but with you I feel safe it's just our first meet but you gave me a strong impact on my scars that started fades away i think i know you for a long time, did we met before? "

With that I packed my bag and went back to sleep...