DARE

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Why I was crying? what was that dream about? Why there were so many emotions at the same time when i saw myself listening to someone i didn't get a chance to look at the person but somehow felts so much attached towards the boy. Is he perhaps someone in reality?

I heard him barge in the room placing some snacks over my table beside my bed, I smiled heartily at the latter himself put a grin on

"How was your nap? I came with snacks as your asked" taking seat on bed

"It was awful anyways thank you for you bringing them for me"

I saw him went silent, there's something in my mind telling me to not ask anything RN I let go of my thoughts and nod at him to inform it's nothing to worry about

"Renjun would you mind if I go for a walk until you finished these snacks?" As I shook my head

"Don't wait for me I've my keys so don't worry I might get late" without explanation anything he left
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HC POV

"MARK HYUNG" i yelled from far away for a sign to stop him in his path

I approached him as he scanned me, it was jeno standing there beside him

"Is that about renjun?" Jeno asked and I gave simple reply "what else" sadly

"Atleast I'm relief now telling everything a day before the trip" mark glanced over empty alley to make sure no one Is there

"Hyung he's having flashbacks what if he remembered everything before I clear things with him"

"it won't happen until the last mission of our trip, he can't able to see your face in dreams, it's the same thing happening with jaemin I'm not planing him to tell anything now or should i?"

"I don't think it would help but cause a trouble cuz we know what jaemin did even though he had no choice" jeno said sadly remembering the past

Renjun it was all because of you that's why hyuck took his own life for you what you think you are, just a prince who has no audacity to listen his own heart? He literally did EVERYTHING for you, you are a moster, you've no rights to call them devil cuz you're the one here look he isn't moving don't you see what you did. Jaemin crying hard putting donghyuck motionless body in his lap

*It's not what I'm seeing, no renjun he's alive, he's again playing with my heart, he has so much fun making me cry, he just want to make me guilty, it's ain't anything* renjun convincing himself shivering badly

I were friend with you since i was born but honestly I was so disappointed in you since you started ignoring him,not helping his nation, and now showing no emotions towards him like he was NOTHING for you? Who you lying? Me or you?? With that jaemin notice other step back they were at peak of mountain before he can motion to grab Huang he fell off & everything went blank

"I can't see him blaming himself of causing his death" jeno had tears in his eyes

Me and mark comfort him and hug me tightly in our embrace we know how important the said man meant to jeno, we rarely sees weak jeno, we know he's the strongest among them not physically but mentally too, he saw it all he saw jaemin break down after his best friends death. One part of him blaming himself cause he was the one who lead them to come this point, I know it was just me who took all decisions by my own
A TERRIBLE DARE I want it to ripped off my memories

I head back to my room seeing renjun curled into a ball, i chuckle at his cuteness and put a blanket on him saying "good night baby" and went to my own bed facing the most adorable person, the view I can't get tired of.

*I wish my sins didn't last forever*

A/n : I'm going on a hiatus after Sunday, and it might took me almost a month I'm not even sure but if possible I will give updates on every Sunday before 23rd September take care cuties 💫