BounPrem Is Real?

8. "Robotic. So Robotic."

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Prem's POV:

"Oh yes baby that's right."

I reach my hand around to grab him by the back of his neck to kiss him but he places his hand on mine and presses it against the tiles. Before I can question it he picks up speed as he pistols into me from behind, at the same time he starts placing open mouthed kisses at the back of my neck.

His left hand continues to work its magic on my junk.

"I'm close - I'm gonna- I" I breathe out before I finish and he lets me. Boun should have finished with me as we usually do but he waits for me and then gets done into my hole, like he's done every single time ever since our last conversation. And honestly our last conversation really felt like our last conversation.

Somehow, each time I try to talk to him something comes up. Either a shoot, or he wants to spend his time learning lines or designing Earrings for his brand, Boun Style.

And I want to be supportive, he's doing his stuff but when I asked for space I didn't mean abandonment!

He slowly exits me like I'm some parking lot and rubs my lower back in gentle circles and I know what he's gonna ask. "You okay?" I shake my head to a yes.

Then he, like I knew he would, kisses the top of my head and proceeds to take the condom off, tie it up, throw it in the trash can and clean himself.

He then places his hand under my abdomen as an implication to move under the shower.

He takes the hand shower, rinses and cleans me up good. Then he washes his hands, wipes them dry, dresses himself up and leaves the bathroom with a "I'll see you, bye" in my direction.

I let out a sigh, it's become so frustrating. He's gentle and good with the sex, he takes care of me, a little too much and then, he leaves.

I step under the shower head, if I'm half wet might as well completely finish the task.

I hear some noise coming from the kitchen and i know it's my boyfriend, he's "fixing" me a meal before he leaves eventhough he knows I've hired a cook.

I don't like this, this isn't P'Boun. My eyes well up but hey, at least it's under the shower. I mean I asked him for space, I can't be mad at him now that he's giving it to me.

We're going to be shooting a very important scene from Between Us today. I should hurry up and get to the set. We could have left together but nope. We waste more gas, and travel separately to the same destination.

I hear the door shut and I know I can step out now, now that he's left. Robotic. So Robotic.

Boun's POV:

It would seem like I'm ignoring Prem and maybe just somewhere I am. I am not usually such a dick. I guess I'm not all that communicative and mature as I claimed to be.

I thought I could do it but it keeps hurting. I know I told him it is natural to feel that way but maybe somewhere deep down I feel hurt , I feel like it isn't natural- when you're in love how can you get sick of your person and I know he said he wasn't but it feels like it. I keep telling myself that it isn't like that, that he still loves me, wants to be with me and has just asked for a little time, every person doesn't express or function alike however, this angry voice in my head tells me that he doesn't have strong feelings like before, maybe back then it was just infatuation, which he didn't know better to differentiate.

It tells me mean things which i find myself believing more than anything else, "Prem got bored of you, sick of you, please keep some self respect and don't adhere to his whims." But the Prem I know isn't like that, he would never feel or behave like that, if he did, he'd tell me, he'd respect me enough to tell me- "but he told you didn't he? You're the one taking it oh so positively!"

I'm hurt and I can't even admit that to myself! I find myself wanting to take a huge step back, when I feel rejected I don't fight for what I want or get pushy. I just withdraw instead unlike Win.

Prem deserves to know that, it's the only way this relationship can be saved, however I don't want to be the one to tell him. If he's gotten to know me in all this time, there's hope.

"You're seeing Prem." I hear someone sit down next to me.

It's P'New, nothing goes past this guy.

"How'd you know?" I sigh.

"I've been in this industry for considerably a long time now, I know how this works which is why I kept looking out for the two of you."

"You mean tracking if we're dating or not?" I ask mirthfully.

"No, I just know how these stories go, not everyone makes it and I am not one to tell you to date or not. I don't want to either. Ya'll started dating in Long Khong, a year after UWMA got released and now it's been two years, things are bound to change-"

"Phi New..."

"I don't care if you think I'm overstepping, this is my project, I'm directing, today we're shooting a very important scene - it's the transition of Win and Team from FWBs to confessing their love. I know the two of you are professionals and excellent actors but I can't risk it." he tells me sternly.

I look up at him from my script in my lap in shock! "It's that obvious?"

"Yes, yall don't share the same openness as before, and that shit ain't gonna fly with today's scene. I can shoot this another time if need be, I don't care what you do but do it, get couple's therapy, talk to him, fix it - Between Us is WinxTeam's story, it has to come out the way Inthira and I have intended for it to be."

"Such passion- no wonder you're doing so well Phi!" I tease.

"Obvious! You think I've nothing better to do than to see who is dating whom?" he replies back with mocking offense, punching my arm making me laugh.

"I knew it!" we hear a gasp. I turn around to see Prem looking at us with a pained look in his eye and I know, he's hurting, he's misunderstood.

"Baby! Wait!" I call out not caring who is hearing but he's gone already.

I know it isn't a Tuesday but this one was long overdue. I went away to a meditation camp, sorryyyy. :( You are supposed to dispose off all electronics, so...

I hope you all have been well. Please stay safe and hydrate.

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