Book Two: Their Home

The Stars & Their Love

Sawyer's Pov

Growing up kids were asked what you wanted to be and they said things like superstar or princess....They kept asking throughout the years as you got older and then when it finally came to middle school years or high school nobody knew. Which was valid when you're young it's the time to make mistakes fall in love multiple times and learn from your mistakes. There is a phrase many people have heard of it's rome was not built in a day. To be honest they didn't even know how to build rome for awhile and it was because they had to create the plans to build it. Create the picture on paper and turn it into a real thing. Taking time to figure out what materials they wanted to use, where they wanted it place. But even once they built the first building there was many more. Then when they were finished, they weren't really. Because after finishing the builds you have to fill the spaces inside those buildings. Then over years and years they upgraded those buildings and moved new things in them and made more buildings. Growing up you wanted a perfect barbie life. Well it's not a perfect barbie life, it would never be. I was happy with my woman.....Isabella Swan, she was so beautiful and perfect for me. No she's not perfect I mean no one is we all have flaws. But I said perfect for me. And she is perfect for me, we had the even amount of everything. The small bickers, play fighting, sharing the cooking, sharing the cleaning, taking showers together, engaged, pregnant. It was how it was simple and nice, which works for us. When you pick your partner that's what they need that's what you both need. Isabella was the simple type of woman she wasn't the type to worry about her looks. She was the type of woman to look stunning one day and homeless the next. And people might say that's nasty or say why don't you say anything to her. Because I love it, the balance of bother, you don't need to look stunning everyday fuck I do the same shit she does. Some days you need those breaks from trying to please everyone.

Especially with some people we know. Isabella is pregnant she was half a month but she was showing more than most people thought. Which my mom believes it is more than one child because of how she is growing. I sort of agree with her, Izzy didn't know what to believe only because she was just happy to be pregnant and to be fair I was to I didn't care how many and I sure as hell don't care what gender the little person is. They were my kid and they would be spoiled as soon as they came out. Izzy started having few cravings which impressed me with what she ate. Growing up this is what I wanted a nice calm life with my woman, well as calm as bear shifters can get. But now with Izzy being pregnant Austin is being way more overprotective then when we first found Izzy. We want to make sure she is safe even if she gets irritated sometimes but she knows we do it for her and our baby cub or cubs. Izzy was one of those girls that didn't mind to much of me and Austin being over protective. My mom always told me that Izzy was going to be mine forever. At first I didn't believe it, it was one of those things I thought would never happen. But now that it was true I was more shocked I had the honor to be with Izzy. Life now was pretty calm and chill besides a few leech's passing through. It was getting half way through winter and it was just getting colder which made Izzy's moods worse. I felt bad for Kestin because he got hit with most of it. But then again it was his fault most the times like how he stole her last fry when we warned him don't take a woman's food especially when she's pregnant. Then he fucking decided it was a good idea to not watch his words and tell Izzy that she was getting bigger. To a pregnant woman those are the words for she looks fat. Which that fuckers mind went blank apparently and forgot what me and my dad explained to him and his mate. Which shocked us because Kestin'smate was pregnant as well. But his mate didn't get hit with to much of the hormones yet.

Izzy has been taking some calming classes to help with her anxiety. I feel her stress and it worries me I know she's worried about being a mom and if she will be a good one. I try to convince her she will but with Izzy it's harder done then said. She was a amazing woman she just didn't have confidence to get things to go her way. She was more of a worry bug my mom said. But like I told my dad I can't blame Izzy especially with all those leech's sniffing around the borders of canada. Hell I even have worries that it's Edward coming to start shit. And maybe it was and maybe he was trying to fuck with us or try to figure out a plan. Which made me start being more protective. I was happy with Izzy we had a nice home and soon to be a family of our own. It was one of those fantasy moments. Those once in a lifetime thing. The stars were something me and Izzy always looked at when we had problems them we would talk to each other looking at them and for some reason it always calmed us down. They say that the stars hold so many secrets for people that talking to them will help with anything and sometimes every so often the stars will show you a shooting star when you tell them your problems and they will help you. Which is why I want to take Izzy to the roof to watch the stars before she gets farther along  in the pregnancy because growing up we would sneak to the roof and watch the stars while speaking of our problems. It was always something that took our minds off bad things that happened and it would always help. My mom told us both that the stars are watching us when they are hiding during the day so they can help if needed. However they come out during night to be able to listen to us and our problems so they know exactly what needs to happen. The stars are the ones that tell goddess fate and she determines how our life path goes. We face all these hardships because it's part of her plan for us. It makes us stronger and more strong willed. 

One thing I learned especially being with Izzy is you will always need a not alone buddy. Someone that will stick by your side just like Izzy was with me and me with her. And I just got lucky to have her as my woman as well. I was glad she was always there when I needed someone. Izzy was one of the only people besides my parents that had seen me cry. Not because I didn't want anyone to see me cry cause I am a guy no it wasn't that. I didn't trust anyone else, I had and have trust issues and it was one of the majors things that I had problems with. But being with Izzy she always made sure that the person around us was not going to hurt us. She always had been able to read people's vibes. She could tell exactly what they have done down to what they ate. Which shocked me and my parents but it was her little gift just like me turning into a bear. It made her special in her own little way. I knew she would make an amazing mom and I would be with her every step of the little guys life. I was proud of her for being brave to carry my child or children. I was prepared for it all and I would make sure she had the support she needed. Like I told my friends if she was pregnant then I am to. Because her pain should be mine to. If she's hungry best believe I am hungry to so she don't feel bad for eating a lot. If she's cold I am to if she's hot same here. That's what a good husband should do. Which most men don't understand you need to be equal through everything be there for your pregnant woman. She's carrying your fucking child for god's sake. Show some love and respect for your woman. Not just your woman but your child. Her emotions are hers and the child's. It was how it worked yeah it wasn't fair to the woman but the woman is strong enough to go through all those moods and pains to only give a painful birth and fight for their child everyday. I was proud that my woman was this strong. I would kill any man that fucked with her. Izzy was the one person that I have ever wanted because of how strong she is. With everything she went through best believe I am there by her side and whatever she needs I will get her.